Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The End of a Life

One of my close relative just passed away this evening, one of my close 'aunt'. Just came back from the hospital and i am still in a state of shock. Not literally shock, but just can't really accept it. She was a great fighter, a great fighter who fought her way through cancer. As her cancer had spread across her entire body, her organs started failing, one by one. It was really depressed to see her lying on the hospital bed, head tilted sideways, the outline of her petite and weak body.

At that moment i felt scared, scared of death. I realised that i am not one who can face it easily. I really wonder, is there really a life after death? The feeling of death really makes me shiver. I figured out that life is short. Though you may be able to live till 99, you wouldn't know when a tragedy will strike. When it strikes you, it will be useless to ask, "Why me?"

Life is short. Live your life to the fullest. Make everyday meaningful, be it helping your mum out housework, or make a child laugh. Don't be stingy to make people smile, be generous. Every minute counts and work towards your goals in life. I think i have learnt another lesson, about life.

Monday, December 7, 2009

CHLOE SAYS SHE IS TOO LAZY TO UPDATE HER BLOG, THEREFORE I SHALL BE NICE AND HELP HER TO UPDATE IT! :D I SHALL WRITE IT IN FIRST PERSON :D

I'VE BEEN READING THIS CHINESE BOOK LATELY, BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS ABOUT, OR WHAT THE TITLE IS! ITS JUST NICE :D
HAD 6E GATHERING YESTERDAY! IT WAS SO AWESOME! SUI GUAN'S MONITOR IS SO BIG MAN! HIS COMPUTER COMPLETELY USED UP HIS WHOLE TABLE! HE EITHER HAS TO GET A SMALLER COM, OR A BIGGER TABLE! :D
EVERYONE LOOKS SO DIFFERENT MAN! COULDNT RECOGNISE ALOT OF PPL! BUT SOME PPL NEVER CHANGE ALSO, IN CHARACTER AND IN PHYSICAL APPEARNCE!

ok lets stop here i have completely no more crap to say alrd. chloe says she is too lazy to blog, and im friggin bored so im here to talk some crap! 3/4 of you reading this will have no clue who i am! thts what makes this so fun ! :D ok bye, shall not talk too much crap b4 somebody come kill me!
UPDATE UPDATE PLS :D

Saturday, October 10, 2009

It suddenly struck me that my secondary school life is ending in 2 months and 20 days, and then i would be entering a very unfamiliar yet somewhat familiar surrounding. Unfamiliar because the JC environment would be very different from secondary school; yet familiar because most of my batch mates would be entering the same campus.

It also made me thought through what have i achieved so far throughout my 4 years in RGS. Academically, somewhat improving. But entering RGS definetly had taught me how to survive in a cmpetitive environment, and cope with very annoying situations that made me shed much tears. Still, its all about experiences. (:

Secondary school life also made me realised that good friends are hard to come by. Rather, it is very (VERY) hard to find a bestie who will stick by you through thick and thin, sharing your sorrows and celebrating your happiness. Someone who shares similar personalities as you may not necessary be a good friend to you, neither one who always treat you nice. Who knows? Things may turn out differently, and you really can't tell.

Nevermind, i am still searching for one, and hope i can find my Miss Right in JC (:

Apart from that, knowing the pipe and scrub have really changed my life. (:They have made me realised the importance of friendship, and what does it takes to maintain a friendship. Though we had many episodes of misunderstandings and quarrels, i certainly believe that there were MUCH MORE episodes of happiness and laughter. :D Besides being my crying bucket, i really want to thank them for being there for me (through the technology of telephones), hearing me whining most of the time and providing me the encouragement and support, although i know that half of the time they dont know what the hell is going on with me. haha :D Because of them, my secondary school life werent as miserable as it would have been, my OWN life wouldnt be as stressful as it would have been, my cheerfulness are more frequent, and my craziness have been maintain till such stamina! :D

Just wanna dedicate this awesome-three-phrases-filled-with-lucks-and-encouragement to the pipe and scrub:
Behind every success is effort;
Behind every effort is passion;
Behind every passion is someone with the courage to try (:

<3chloee>

Friday, September 4, 2009

Chloe is facing an identity crisis

Yes she is.

And she will be.
For the upcoming one week.
Staying at home mugging for end of years.
Moaning over Bio D: (Mr Chia gave me half a mark and so i passed the previous test ;D yayye)
Dreading Chem (There's so much to practice ZOMG. Dr Ng please tell me the paper aint gonna kill us.)
Going bonkus over Maf (Why must sec3 topics be tested D: manns.)

I miss RGTT, my dear juniors :(

And LEE MEIYING totally did a very ASTONISHING-UNBELIEVABLE-INCREDIBLE-ACT today during cheer prac hahahahah. She is so CLASSIC manns xD

Ok Chloe shall look forward to dance tmr yayye (:

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Why

I came back home today with a not-supposed-to-fail failed maths graded assignment. 7/16, gosh. it was so "awesome". Blame it on myself, because i havent been practising maths much these days, with my head going blur on differentiation and confused with integration. Say it easy, i know. But apparently, my brain isnt working much to absorb maths nowadays. I cant seem to concentrate as well as i do in the beginning of the year. shrugs. Tell me why?

I sent my brother off to the airport this morning. And i'm missing him already. freaks. Tell me how am i going to survive maths and chem. I have nobody rely on now, but to rely 100% on myself. full blast. Only 3 weekd left, and time flies. Chloe has not turned on her engine. Tell me why?

I concluded that in life, we can never be fully satisfied. Its Man's greed by nature, i guess. We often set high expectations for ourselves. If we fail, too bad. If we hit it, we end up setting even higher expectations. Call me a neurotic perfectionist, yes i'm. No matter how well i perform in any area, i will often tell myself that i could actually do better, way better. Nothing just satisfies me. If i fail to acheive my targeted goals, ohh wells, it really have to depend on how well i get over it. Sometimes it will take me weeks. Tell me why?

I often reflect on myself. On what i have done so far in my entire life, this entire year, this entire month, and even for today. So let me tell you that, now is 4:51pm, and i havent completed any thing today except my pathetic chinese newspaper article review. See how efficient chloe is? Since when she is, anyway. i seem to slacken nowadays. i really have no idea why. and why i dont really have the urge to study anymore. i really hope someone could just give me an unknown scare and fail me in all my subject tests, and tell me that i am the most useless person on earth. will that be the only practical way to make me shut myself in my room and mug whole day towards my EYAs? I hate this part of me. Really, i have no idea why my sec 4 is such a crap. Perform a quality of life survey on me, and i will give you 10%.

3 weeks left. just 3 weeks. Tell me chloe is gonna make it.

I wouldnt want to know my results, though.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

DEAR, (TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN)

CHLOE IS CURRENTLY IN A UNSTABLE CONDITION, SHE WILL BE BACK WHEN SHE IS OKAY. DUN WORRY SHE WILL BE FINE, BECUZ I'VE BEEN PROVIDING HORLICKS, ABALONE AND SHARKFIN!

FROM HER DAD

P.S FOR ANY ENQUIRIES PLEASE CONTACT 91299728 (PLEASE DUN CALL)

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Unclassified

Zomgg, it had been EXACTLY 2 MONTHS ever since my emo last post :D haha. Anyway, loads of things happened for the past two months. too long till very lazy to spill out everything ;D

I realised some people are having technical problems with accessing my blog (ohh that means my blog is access denied -- only for restricted personnel? xDD) Hahah anyway, honestly i have no idea what happened to my blog. but i still can access with my computer? heh :D

Within a month or so and i'm going to step down. Well. Have a mixed feeling. Shrugs. (:

End of years are starting the week before sept hols. only have less than 2 months to study. Chloe is gonna make it (:

Birthday is coming. but i am having orals the day before. (thank god it wasnt last year which falls right smack on my birthday.) Hope i'll have a sweet sixteen 'celebration' (:

Hate it. Sports Fest is CANCELLED. *swears* cheerleading arghh!!!!!! D: anyway, i love my juniors. :D

Time really flies. My blog is gonna be dead soon. so dont have to come frequently for those who are reading this. haha ;D sorraye! will be back! wenhui i miss you you woman! still wear starbucks shirt when we went to coffee bean for lunch! haha!

And i miss everyone! D:

I will get my life back after my EOYs ((:

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Chloe is in deep shyt because she:
doesnt have the mood to mug,
has been slacking like nobody's business these 2 days,
havent started geog,
is dying for english,
is worried for chinese,
hates her studying habits because she needs to be in a different/new environment in order to study,
feel like slamming her phone,
is doing something useless right now,
wants to scream her lungs out or at least yell at something/somebody,
thinks that her neurons are decreasing exponentially,
really feel like screaming,
and screaming,
and screaming.

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awesome.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

AWESOME :D




Saturday, May 2, 2009

Sick and tired.

Of everything.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

My Weekends

SATURDAY:
Morning - ORA
Afternoon - TC and Dance
Evening - TLL

SUNDAY TO-DO:
  1. Chem ws
  2. English essay outline
  3. Maths assignment
  4. Maths revision exercise
  5. Geog FA (why must there be a lorms question)
  6. Geog manufacturing notes
  7. Geog case studies notes
  8. Geog case studies ws
  9. Chinese ting xie
  10. Chinese si han
  11. Chinese gong han
  12. Bio videos
  13. STUDY BIO SPA
  14. STUDY MATHS GA
//feel like skipping school on monday.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Nice

Most of my results were back.

Maths - Okay. Good.
Physics - Satisfied.
Social Studies - Okay.
Chem - Best. Failed with a single digit.
Chinese - Disappointed. Shocked.
Biology - Disappointed. Unexpected.
Geography - Disappointed. I am sitting right in front of the teacher's desk. When i got back my paper, i was shocked and didn't expect a lousy 14 from me. Mrs Mo saw me and said "Chloe, dont be sad uh." It sounded like she was 'scolding' me. I didnt finished the paper after all. Whatever.

Term 1 results were such a disappointment. like totally. Too many 2.8 and below when everyone is performing much better. Chloe, please buck up, please. Stop falling asleep at home.
Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Friday

Yupp, it was a bad day. but honestly, since when a day is great to me? Training was arduous. It was terrible.

Peak period. Everyone's training not just hard, but extra hard. Everyone's putting more effort and time for upcoming semi's and finals. and i really can tell. Its the crucial period, and yeahh, most of us are facing frequent ups and downs. friday's training was one of the toughest trainings, coaches being more strict, every single minute and second was important. some of us got 'scoldings' an all. It was unbearable, i know.

And i was facing my downs as usual. Not very sure if its because i was very tired after running 400m X 10rounds in school, or issit because of the many many things going through my mind and were difficult to cope. But whatever it was, i just felt that i wasn't really on form during trainings and could'nt really fully concentrate. Lots of balls missed. Chen jiao lian scolded me that i wasnt performing well. yess ok. i know that. and it sucked, cos i was really disappointed with myself. Very. i really felt sorry for my doubles partner cos i was rather emotional. yeahh, i AM emotional. my feelings are very fragile, and sensitive. i was on the verge of crying.

Worst part of the training, was to see some of us crying. The amount of pressure, the amount of sweat, the amount of tears. My heart ached, to see everyone training really really hard. It just hurt, and my heat sank. my mood was down to a negative value, not to say a zero. Though i felt already terrible, i still had to fufill the expectations. To be a captain, its not easy. No matter how down i am, no matter how emotional i am, i still cannot show it out. If i show it out, it will pull down the team's morale. So what alternative can i get? other than running to a secluded area, and cry myself out? other than enduring the pain and sadness, and wait till i get home to let them all out? Both weren't a good idea. a voice in my head then told me that i HAD to put aside my feelings. cos what's most important, was to give confidence to the team, and boost their morale. and guess what? i was just proud that i did. But honestly, my heart still hurt.

In wu jiao lian's car on the way home, he talked to me about the team's stuff as usual. Blahhs. i'm not going to elaborate. nobody would want to hear it. i just, teared.

When i reached home, i was hesitating if i should call my usual friends, or to just turn to my bear. Ohh wells, i figured out its ok, i would just control my emotions, because i have learnt to never let my emotions control me.

Thanks chee chin.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I'm sorry.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I'M FEELING RANDOM :D

I:
- realised that life ain't fair and easy
- believe that i can do it well and not let the the team down
- realised that i still maths pt journal to study
- think that rgs need to save more electricity
- feel that being a captain is not easy until now without support from everyone
- thus wld like to thank those who had given me continuous support, & thus the courage to lead
- just got back my zuo wen and it suck totally
- just got my back my math paper and thinks that the future maths tests ain't gonna be that easy anymore
- feel like rearranging my entire bedroom
- am not a bimbotic cheerleader
- dislike cheerleaders who are so bimobotic
- want to let others know that being cheerleader not equals to bimbo (cos i am not D: )
- miss outings with lin
- feel like locking myself up in my room for the remaining 3 hours to study
- am not studying enough
- will just die if i dont get 3.2
- am still chasing pipe yeo for my ear piece *hinthint*
- realised that idiotic yiheng enjoys suaning me whenever he has the chance to
- dont feel like going to TLL anymore because its so expensive and it hurts to know that my daddy is paying 900 per term :(

White Horse (:

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

deirc

Sometimes when i am not hyper-ing, doesnt mean i am emo.
Sometimes when i talk stern-ly, doesnt mean i am having moodswings, its just that yall dont listen to me most of the time, and i have to always be the bad person, scolding yall.
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always seem like the bad person?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always try to think of ways on how to manage yall, while at the same time try not to hurt and offend yall?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always want to discipline yall strictly, but end up cannot bear to do it?

I've tried. and i'm still trying.
really hard.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

ANOTHER quiz

1) Whats your name?
Chloe Lew a.k.a bathtub a.k.a LEW-lian a.k.a durian a.k.a best mummy ever


2) 5 things positive about yourself
1) Cheerful
2) Hyper
3) Anal xD
4) Crazayye
5) Forgiving ;D

3) 5 things negative about yourself
1) Don't study enough D:
2) Stone big time
3) Emo quite frequently
4) Not tall enough
5) Eat alot

4) Name 5 of your closest friend that you wish to pass down the quiz to (With blogs)
1) Lin
2) SUI GUAN (please redo)
3) WEN HUI (please redo too)
4) Jennifer
5) Chee Chin (Since sean begged me to not inlcude him hahaha)

5) Say something to the people from 1-5
1) LET'S ROCK MARCH CAMP B-)
2) Your monthly allowance is... OOPS. i spent it..... on your uniforms and books.
3) YO WOMAN. LET'S SPAM SUI GUAN'S BLOG. ;D
4) Where's our orange bookie! (:
5) Thankew for keeping my tagboard so lively. In return, please create a tagboard on your blog so as to allow me to repay you. *hurhur*

6) What is your relationship from 1-5
1) Twin
2) Son
3) Crazayye and retarded girlfriend B-)
4) Bestie who lives in bishan too!
5) Table tennis mate and ohh-my-striking-white-specs friend :D

7)Is 1 attached
No.

8) Is 2 detached?
You mean his ears? xD

9) Is 3 not unattached?
I have no idea.

10)Is 4 not undetached?
Attached.

11)Is 5 attached?
No idea haha!

12)Is 2 in love with 1?
LOL NO

13)What would happen if 1-5 are lovers with you?
1) Not les
2) Have you heard of mum and son becoming lovers? thats NONSENSE.
3) Not les!
4) Not les!!
5) I certainly not wanna become Mrs Striking White Specs xD

14)What would happen if 1-5 are enemies with you?
1) TWIN TOWER WOULD COLLASPE
2) I'D HAVE WASTED MY 9 MONTHS CARRYING YOU

3) THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE SO QUIET AND NOBODY TO TALK TO IN MIH
4) NO MORE FUN AND JOY
5) I WILL SELL YOUR WHITE SPECS ;D


15)If you were to die tomorrow what would you say to 1-5
1) i really enjoyed the moments we laughed together and cried together, giving each other support (: i still have many other things to say, come and look for me if you really wanna hear them all hahaha.
2) Son, you will have to be independent now because you do not have anymore parent. Remember to always trust YOURSELF, and NEVER others. Take care and mummy will always be giving you moral support! Please refer to my will. (LOL)
3) I will never forget the times we crazzied together over the phone! (:
4) I will also never forget the awesome moments when we had together (: Please look for me if u want to hear them all too haha.
5)
Have the courage to win a girl's heart if you need to! Go for it!

Chloe hereby ban Yeo Sui Guan from quizing me.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Quiz time !

This quiz is passed from YEO SUI GUAN.

Q1)5 things about the person who passed you this quiz:
1. Small eyes -> Japanese guy xD
2. funnaye and humorous
3. spastic and retarded B-)
4. Awesome at keyboard and guitar
5 Have not returned my earpiece

Q2)When was the last time you last talked to him/her?
Umm. just.

Q3)What do you best like about him/her
Can make people's day with his retardness

Q4)What do you hate most about him/her
Owe me alot of stuffs

Q5)If given a choice would you friend him/her
WE ARE FRIENDS

Q6)When is the last time you see him/her
7th March at his performance

Q7)Your relationship with him/her?
GOOD FRIENDS.

Q8)Pass this quiz to any 9 friends
1Lin!
2SUI GUAN (hahahahaha.)
3Yiheng
4Sean LEE
5Chee Chin
6Lim Yi Hui
7Xu hanzhen
8Jen!
9Amanda Sarah Chin
VERY HARD TO NAME PPL WHO HAVE BLOGS. =/

Q9)One impression of 1 - 9
1 BIMBOTIC AND HYPER GIRLFRIEND
2 SPASTIC AND A NICE FRIEND
3 SMART BRAINS WITH 3 CCAS OMG B-)
4 GENTLEMAN AND ATTEMPT-TO-BE-VERY-MATURE GUY xD
5 QUITE RESERVE SO PLEASE TALK MORE ;D
6 ALWAYS BULLY JUNIORS xD
7 CHILI CRAB YUM YUM
8 GREEN LOVER
9 VERY FUNNY AND COOL JUNIOR

What does 1 like to eat?
Honey bubble tea, Korean rice cake (:

What is 2 afraid of?
ME xD

What is 3 despoing for?
TO GET MARRIED AT 16 hahah omg omg omg!

Does 4 like you?
FRIENDS (:

Do you like 5?
HAHA I LIKE HIS STRIKING SPECS LOL.

A colour to describe 6
PURPLE B-)

An animal to describe 7
CRAB! (issit counted?)

A food to describe 8
DARK CHOCOLATE (:

A Song to describe 9
MAMA-MIA

Are you a parent?
HAVE A VERY NAUGHTY SON. B-)

Is your first kiss still with you?
IT'S IN MY WALLET

How are you feeling now
CRAPPY AND RETARDED :D

Who did you last message
PIPE YEO

Whats your favourite show
THE DAY AFTER AFTER TMR

What was the last game you played
UMM. I DONT THINK I HAVE PLAYED ANY GAME SINCE.....

HAHA YAYYE I AM DONE ((:

Saturday, March 14, 2009

YO MANN!! :)
GUESS WHAT I SAW TODAY ON THE WAY TO TC!
WHILE CROSSING THE ROAD
I SAW THIS GROUP OF DUCKS CROSSING THE ROAD AND THEY ACTUALLY WAITING FOR THE TRAFFIC LIGHT!
I TOOK A PICTURE !!
SO CUTE RIGHT?
OK I PUT IT IN THAT STUPID ISTOCKPHOTO AND IT GO MARK IT WITH ITS ICON
NVM BUT AINT THEY CUTE?
OH YA AND THEN SUDDENLY THERE WAS THIS CRAZY GUY
WHEN I WAS THE BUS STOP
THIS CRAZY GUY WALKED UP TO ME
AND TALKED TO ME

CRAZY GUY:"HI"
ME:"Err..... Hi?"
CRAZY GUY:"have you ever heard of the flying coffee maker?"
ME:"Err.... no"
CRAZY GUY:"oh kay..... *thinks to himself* ok thanks bye"
ME:"bye"

WEIRD RIGHT? WHY WOULD HE ASK ME FOR A FLYING COFFEE MAKER OK NVM
I GOT TO GO MALAYSIA TO CELEBRATE MY GRANDMAS BIRTHDAY BYE!!!

CHLOE DUN KILL ME :)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Silent Concept xD

YELLO EVERYONE! ;D

Sorry for not updating for eons. yeo sui guan wants me to post. So actually i decided to just type one sentence. But aiya, SUI BIAN lahh. xD
Been bussayye with my post-tests activities. D: and also busy slacking D: After my three-week of tests, i feel something's wrong and weird not studying. =/ baddy bad bad.

Went to see Silent Concept the very AWESOME band on saturday to perform. hahaha. Stupid yeo sui guan come and tell me its a open public performance at the library. End up on THAT VERY DAY, its actually a private function for some library event thingy. So i ended up feel so paiseh there. i came up to the 16th storey, the people there ask for my name. Then i said Chloe Lew, they search for my name in this whole list of names. I was like thinking huhh, need to register one mehh. After a while they couldn't find my name. I said i am their friends. LOL then the person there said, "OHH. Their friends? The three guys performing down there?" i was like, "Errrrrr. yah....." Then she was like "Oh ok i see, come come please proceed there to take a sit." i was like: confused?!?!? HAHAHHA. And i saw there's a reception. Alot of food there. After pok Yeo and friends finished playing "thunder", i was asked by some lady to eat the food there. i was like "OHH NO its okay." HAHAHA. make me so pai seh! cos i am not even the people there! its a private function! Stupid pok yeo! GRRRR. haha. then i was approached to help finish their food another two times. So embarrassed luhh, but of course i rejected! not so thick-skinned ;D And there's this staff who came to me suddenly and said want to take a picture with me. I was "huhh?" then he said "must take with everyone mahh. come come." Then i was like confused and like err ok. take already he asked me so which library branch i helped out in. i was like, "OHH NO NO. i'm not one of the helpers. i am just, THEIR FRIENDS." *feels very pai seh* And he was so DAMN WEIRD CANN. after then i zao from him, i went to sit in the first row and watch silent concept to sing their watever song (haha xD), then that same guy came again and asked me to take a picture with the band. i was like, "oh no no no its ok." then he asked the band, i was like signalling to sui guan "PLEASE SAY NO NO NO". and then the very smart pok yeo told him, "oh she said she dont want." pointing to me somemore. very smart ahh. damn nonsense luhh that guy, so annoying manns, keep asking me take picture. =.= brr not going to say anymore! and YEO SUI GUAN YOU BETTER REMEMBER MY EAR PIECE NEXT TIME. YOU OWE ME SWENSENS. B-)

OHH HAHA this is damn funnaye. When i was leaving right, one of the staff lady asked:
"So how's the food?"
"Ohh i didnt eat." *smiles*
"Really? why not? fasting ahh?"
"Er no." *stunned and amused*

HAHAHA. ok have a nice day! toodles! (:
Silent concept whoo! (attempting-to-be-a-very-big-fan xD)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

WHOO B-)

RJ (RIJC) came down for our training for friendly match today. Miss our seniors awesomely much! The guys were scary. indeed. Very lucky that i didn't got hit by a full-smacked-ball by them. thankgawd. There are coming down next thursday again! whoo! (: Love jialei loads! (:

SLI is TOMORROW. and i had another new role apart from being a philo student, CmPS student, congress member -- SCREAMY GIRL FROM "SGR" SCHOOL (opposite of RGS if you realise.) LOL. 1) Worried about skit. HAHAHHAA. 2) Worried that the speaker will pronounce my "Lew Wan Tyng" weirdly when investing! 3) Worried i would forget my skit lines! haha ok i wont! ;D

Apparently Chloe still feels GREAT/NORMALLY-HIGH/FINE despite this awesome schedule:

2nd March- English test, Biology test, Physics test
4th March - Geography test
5th March - Maths Graded Assignment
6th March - Chemistry SPA test

6 tests next week. Chloe is so gonna survive through this. Pray my brains. whoo B-) Toodles dudes! ;D *waves*

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Saturday

6.45am Wake up
7.30am-10.30am Cheerleading
11.15am-2.30pm TC and Modern Jazz
4.30pm-6.30pm Learning Lab

Apparently i love my TLL class because its so hilarious ;D have awesome people and funny people ;D and this very lame and retarded (he admitted it) sia zong ye, who just bought this CAMERA for $XXXX in CASH today. i really wondered how he fitted his 'n' amount of notes in his wallet. hahaha.

Had 2 SLI rehearsals last week and 1 more this coming week. D: student invest gonna be next friday! = no lessons ;D PB is performing this HILARIOUS SONG (which i shall not disclose) and PSB is presenting some song-dance/actions thing. haha. House capts and CCA leaders are performing a SKIT. and apparently i am the philosphy student, congress ppl, CmPS student inside the skit. THANK GOD that i am not the one who said "Oh no i dropped my lego in the sea!" xD omgomgomg gah ha ha ha thats really funnily lame xD

Ok nvm i am talking random stuffs which is quite hard to understand. bleah bleah i'm gonna drink coffee to keep myself awake to study. D: tired today D:
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1:41am
Sorry. i dont actually intend to post this emo one. But ohhwells. i just feel like ranting. (: let me be. Miss my close friends. Just saw her blog. really long posts. so i didnt really read it in detail. i miss her, totally.
the many-fullstops weren't intended. i feel like just slamming my head on the keyboard and sk myself to wake up at times, to stop slacking and get to work. i ended up doing nothing much today at all. or rather -- nothing, except for my few questions of maths and copying of bio notes.
i dont suppose i am facing a down-wave currently. if i am, i would have break down. have you ever seen me breaking down? you wouldn't want to. (:
hotmail sucks. sry if this doesnt fit anywhere in this section.
last monday was the end of zonals season and last week was also the start of SAs week. assesments coming up every week. I just flunk (like totally) chem. higher chinese was OK. if i ever pass that chem test, i am going to treat myself a day off watching recorded videos at home.
apparently i kept telling myself to do at least one of the optional SS FAs that my teacher had assigned. but i kept procrastinating. Shyt chloe. you SHANT do that next time. I have realised that i have really bad time management this year. when was the last time i ever laughed so heartily? when was the last time i ever smiled throughout a whole day? when was the last time i ever feel satisfied with myself? i am currently disappointed at myself so far. and i have never ever written so chunky in one para before cos i hate it to be so unorganized.
Set a goal, and get a direction in life. Throughout one's journey, family and friends can never be neglected. determination. perserverance. you will never suceed if you are just a leaf. Chloe, please wake up.
2:01am

Sunday, February 8, 2009

monk-ayyes

The previous post WASN'T me i swear. is this particular bobo who has been MIA-ing for very long and suddenly reappeared again. xD anyway. Eunice GOH did a very GREAT AND AWESOME job to my gmail. Especially the subject title and the snap preview of the what she wrote in the email. hahahahahaha. so funnaye! :D
I still have TONS of work waiting for me. D: Having math PT meeting later. So i am going to munch on my nasi lemak now! :D Chem assignment is REAL HARD. D: Maths assignment is blehh. Yesterday's wedding dinner wasted 6 hours of my precious time when i could have used that time to finish up all my damn homeworks. =/ OHHMYDAWD. i realised i havent learn my ting xie. ZOMGZOMG. and my hotmail is lagging. as always. haha what a noob hotmail. :D tmr having another match against HIH. yayye yayye, gonna miss PHILOSOPHY lesson! :D HAHAHAHA. yeahh manns! okayyes TOODLES everyone! ;D loveloves!

HELLO :D

HELLO !!

I WENT TO MALAYSIA YESTERDAY AND GUESS WHAT

I BOUGHT A NEW iPHONE!!!!!

DUN BE JEALOUS!!!! :) BOOO BOOO GAAAGAAA

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Day 1: RG vs Ang Mo Kio

okayye this post is one day late. =/ Yesterday was my pre-sick day. So today i woke up with my very AWESOME throat and my very MELODIOUS voice. The best thing is while i was having my breakfast my mummy gave me a vitamin C, and instead of CHEWING ON IT, i have totally no idea what was a daydsreaming of and i SWALLOWED IT. LOL hahhahahah. how greatt was that. *shakes head to regain conscious* hahahah xD

ANYWAY. BACK TO YESTERDAY. ;D RG won AMK 5:0. yayye RGTT! (: Everyone played well and cheered well! (: I had funn taking candid shots of many people. xD and here's one! :D (sorry hanzhen and yi hui. i borrow you all for this time kayyes xD)


Up to you on how you decipher this picture xD SO, tomorrow Bdiv have two matches, against Mayflower and Gan Eng Seng. (: jiayou Bdiv! must jian chi yupp! (: Apparently this year's south zone has fewer girl's team from various school. so i was kind of shock to see guys team yesterday. if not, just purely one day day for girl's team. 6 tables, 4 tables guys, 2 tables girls. LOL. how greatt was that. Girls team: RG, Cedar, Gan Eng Seng, Ang Mo kio, HIH. Boys team: RI, cat high, ACS(I), St. Gabriels, SJI, Mayflower, Gan Eng Seng?, Ang Mo kio?. Guys team more competitive then girls i guess. anyway, gotta finish up my homeworks. (: Toodles! ;D

Who are we proud of?
RGTT!!

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Okayye, Chloe went through kinda a "hell" for the past three days handling school work and team's stuffs. Competition is starting this coming Monday, RG vs AMK. RG gotta win! yeahh! :D Now there's some huge hidden confusion of jerseys admin lol lol. Hope you are still surviving well Nat! ;D hehehe!

Had my first lesson at TLL today. haha. my teacher's young, nice, friendly, funnaye haha. Apparently all the aother four girls in my class are from RV, so i'm the only RG girl there. bleahx ><>

Rachel Tan was so hilarious on thursday when i offered her a chewing gum. She rejected my offer because she claims she doesn't not like it, but hates the part when she has to SPIT IT OUT, and it feels very AWKWARD hahaha! ZOMG LOL. first time i hear someone said that hahah.

I felt accomplished because i have finished my summary, math ws, and learned ting xie. Ohh, i'm gonna have my FIRST ting xie after 2 years. HAHAHA imagine how slack (mean no offence) my sec 2 and sec 3 teachers were, did not even give a single ting xie. HEHS :D

Tag replies
SEAN: thanks so much ahh. you gotta get yours SOON. anticipate it! hurhur B-) see, you so famous already, now so many ppl are so fascinated by your NOTOTRIOUS spam. xD
YING NA: yo love! haha you seems so high everyday LOL. keep your HIGHness for monday too okayye! hahah!
AMANDA SARAH CHIN: haha heyy junior! (: your locely name is so long!! haha :D and what you mean i really look like chloe? hahah LOL!
LIN: hahah okayye okayye you shall tell me your gossips and all on monday. hold it there! wait for me! :D
PIPES: hahahhahahahahaahahhaahha evil!

I just ate a Ferrero Rocher and is craving for another!
Toodles everyone! B-)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I'm back! ;D

Back from malaysia 2 hours ago! ;D Was jamming. as predicted. and i don't get why the new route between singapore and malaysia so complicated. what a bad design. tsk tsk.
Happy Moo Year everyone! ;D My stay wasn't very nice as always cos the mosquitos seems to love singapore's blood than their country's. My cousins didnt get any AT ALL whereas i got like alot which you would'nt want to know. (i wore long pants when i slept! grr.)
Anyway, not alot of exciting photos this time, unlike taiwan. =/ tmr can wear home clothes to school! yayye! and my kor kor is driving me back from school OMG! ;D he just got his license a week ago ;D
I miss everyone! D: okayye gotta dinner now. pretty short post sorraye D:

Toodles!CHLOEE ((:

Friday, January 23, 2009

Chloe's going back to M'sia tmr right after school yupp yupp. will be spending two nights at my house in KL then go back to johor for 2 nights, staying at my grandps's house. Looking forward to put out fireworks in the sky and will try to take many pics and upload here! ;D
Zonals starting on 2nd feb. RGTT gonna fight and win! ((: yeahh!
ok thats a random one-line-sentence. anyway, this shall be a short post and here are the tag replies:

MABEL: sorry for late reply! life's been OKAYYE. haha. ups and downs. sec 4 stresssss ;D how about you! (:

EK: ok i really wonder how cat high ppl study until chao pro. LOL.

YIHUI: my OBS instructor was Birin. he very nice! you didnt get him right. haha anyway you looked super tan hahaha. and i bet you wanna go back OBS so you dont's need to face your teachers everyday right! hurhur. dont think i dont know!

LIN: hahaha ask eGOH how to post! i dont wanna create friendster/facebook cos very hard to maintain! >.<>

Bryan: ok so you highlighted. *fumes* haha OH and GUESS WHAT. I'm going for TLL lessons starting on 31st JAN. LOL LOL.

Byye everyone! toodles! ((:
lovesloves!
Chloee.
Feel like munching oreo. ;D

Monday, January 19, 2009

11:38pm

Hello, really have no idea why am i blogging at this random timing. okayye just feel random. was studying for physics test tmr. the two whole stacks of questions wasn't well-completed, so was just looking at the answers and trying to absorb them. went to jog in the afternoon to knock my head awake. guess it didn't really work because i am feeling tired like since 10.30pm. zomg. random random random. blah blah blah. Having RGTT sec 1 introduction tmr. hope everything goes well. dont feel like going to school. and i feel like drinking orange juice right now. Mind is swirling, everything inside is in a mess. helpless. weak. maybe i need some milo.

Poof. sorry for a crappy post. chloe's gonna sleep now. Sorry poeple, i will try to post happy posts next time when i am happening. hehs. toodles. I feel, scared. please don't make me feel so intimidated anymore.
Tyng.

Friday, January 16, 2009

first week of school

Had a tired and exhausted week. had maths test today, not really hard because i did studied. yes, chloe did, after feeling so stress over this 8% and double weightage maths test which lasted for 60 minutes. I am starting to feel kind of stress though its just the beginning of school year (ok maybe self-created). will only be having less than 8 months before end-of-years. i would just die if i dont hit 3.2 this year. So i have been working really hard, starting from beginning of this week -- completing all my homeworks best beforehand, read all notes given, do extra research and take more iniative to improve my languages etc. and hope that chloe wont collapse halfway through 2009. This week had been tiring. Indeed. i swear i did not go online for a week. i am trying to sleep more. if i can.

Today's kind of annoying and all. school, test, training till 8pm. Also feeling extra crappy due to some other thing which is changing my mood to some hell. plus came online and wanted to catch up with some friends, ended up with some uneccessary thing happened.

To-Do:
1) 11-pages long social studies notes
2) 3- pages long maths notes
3) maths assignment 1
4) chem SPA worksheet
5) physics class ex. assignment
6) 10-pages long physics waves/optics/sound revision
7) 14-pages long physics mechanics revision
8) higher chinese vocab worskeet
9) philosophy notes
10) file all worskheets

11) sleep now.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Today is so funnaye! xD

During physics block today, me alifya and afiqah had a VER AMUSING conversation. I am sitting in the middle, with alifya and afiqah beside me. Alifya was talking to afiqah saying that she forgot to order the malay newspaper or sth.
Alifya: Shit, i forgot to order the ....... (don't know whats it called. haha)
me: huh what what what?
afiq: is the malay newspaper. your one is lian he zao bao right?
me: omg how you speak so fluently!
alifya: eh come come come, tell me what is it in chinese?
me: lian he zao bao
alifya: lian he zao bao (speaking very fluently too) (alifya and afiq are malays)
me: omg y'all can pronounce it so well!
alifya: ya we know how to speak chinese.
afiq: and cos during malay class we always speak chinese, then our teacher kepp scolding us.
me: ohhhhh, i see. (I ACTUALLY REALLY BELIEVED IT I SWEAR.)
afiq: OMG CHLOE YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE?!?!?!!! HAHAHA! alifya! chloe believes you know!
me: .......damn..... cheated once again....

Today had no training! (: So i stayed back in school to finish up all my homeworks as to avoid end-up-sleeping-at-home-with-the-awesome-nice-weather-or-with-only-4.5hrs-of-sleep-yesterday. So i stayed in class and Selena Tan came to join me! ;D It was so darn funnaye i swear. Cheryl Koh came to entertain at first hahaha. She came back from this talk that she missed and was STRESSING over whether to apply for the taiwan camp thing or not. Selena and I were just staring at her screaming and all LOL!! Selena end up screaming with her too xD hahaaha. and i was like asking them stop being so retarded! xD Then cheryl koh's npcc friend came to our class to find her. and then her friend was waiting for her like SUPER LONG to pack up and go. hahahaha. Cheryl koh was suppose to go and change for her RS outdoor trip.End up selena said, "How come you like take your things out and put back again? Just now i see you put your things in, now i see you like taking everything out again." LOL!!! HAHAHA. cheryl koh damn funnaye. Then she keep, "AIYAHHHHH!!!!!" like super stress! hahaha! ;D


After cheryl koh went, selena and i stayed back in class till 4.15pm to study. Actually, we talked for around 30 minutes and only studied for around 2 hrs only haha. We talked about loads of interesting stuffs! ;D heeheehee! It was so funn, keep laughing at stupid things also! Selena was doing maths in pencil, then she end up using correction tape! She was like, "Eh shit! why i use correction tape where its pecncil?!" haha then i laughed at her. Few minutes later, i was using pencil to do maths too. and i ENDED UP USING CORRECTION TAPE TOO. =/ so i was like, "EH SHIT. why did i use correction tape also! aiya selena see lahh! you pass your disease to me." Then she reply, "haha come come, i try to help you erase it away, i erased mine away." i was like ???. end up she couldn't manage to erase it and i said, "cos my correction tape too zai already!" B-) haha. I promised selena to have our study session every wednesday after school heh heh! ;D WHOO! darn funnaye! ;D


Monday, January 5, 2009

Chloe did not cry on her 2nd day of school.

Chloe fell down during icebreakers and had a 10cmX5cm abrasion on her right leg.
.This year's class exco nominations had made me doubt myself .whether i had served my class well for the whole of last year. .Not that i really wanted to continue to be a class chair this .year or want the leadership points, but is more of the others. .I was very hurt when i realised the fact. Maybe i am over .sensitive on this, but well, yes i am really hurt about it. Maybe .my class dont think this way that i hadn't done a good job, but .to some if they think i hadn't, just to tell you that i had really .put in my heart and soul in serving my class last year. It wasn't .easy dealing with a few uncoorperative people in the class. It .wasn't easy dealing with last year's sudden-big-loads-of- .things-assigned-to-class-chairs. It wasn't easy handling events .that need the whole class' coorperation. Yeahh, i am some .sort of person who expects people to appreciate what i have .done. But maybe i haven't done a really good job. If i hadn't, i .promise i will really make a good captain for RGTT. Physically .and emotionally hurt.
End of Story.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

2009

My mummy has agreed to allow me to join cheerleading. but with many many conditions. anyway, YAYYE, CHEERLEADING ;D
Year 2009 gonna be filled with many thingos:
Excitement, anticipation, stress, joys, laughter, tears etc.
Chloe has many commitments now but she is gonna put in all her heart and efforts into it. (:
Chloe will not be spending so much time talking on the phone anymore.
Chloe will be only going online during weekends, unless with exceptions during weekdays.
Chloe will not throw her temper anyhow at the end of each day especially to her family members just because she is tired or crashed.
Chloe will definitely not neglect her good besties in spite of her many commitments.
Chloe will work hard for every single test despite of their weightage.
Chloe will set her priorities right.
Chloe will not be able to go out as often as year 2008.
Chloe will not cry as much as year 2008.
Chloe will be strong enough to overcome all stresses and obstacles that are yet to come.
Chloe will lead RGTT well with nat and sylvia.
Chloe will always try to maintain her smile on her face no matter what happens. ;D

Chloe knows she CAN! (: YAYYE.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Tag Replies (:

First of all, i would like to REALLY THANK my AWESOME buddies who have given me the support and encouragement for me to join cheerleading, esp Jennifer, Sean, Sylvia, Nat, Ek Kiat, Han Zhen, Yi Hui etc.
BOOO BOOO GAAA GAAA BOOO! :) GUESS WHO AM I :)
JIAMING: ohh heyy there! long time no see too. I BET YOU DUN NOE!
CHEECHIN: haha yeahh WHALE, i remembered eventually. and thanks alot for the nike shirt you bought with sean. (:HAHAHA YOU ARE SO LUCKY IF YOU SEE THIS
EK: anyhow, i have a strong feeling of attachment with my blog. (: its my diary.
LIN: haha you and your EDWARD. ;D i thought you have watched? I watched it over the computer cos it seems like everyone have watched it! D: and its quite disappointing exactly, cos they cut HELL LOADS of parts from the book. Annoying. Hmph. =/ BECUZ IM GOINNA TELL
SHERRY: HAHA really mehh? i thought you all two laughed the most LOL. xD maybe i didnt realise i am also very noisy? xD watch with you other movies some other days yeahh! (: sorry i watched twilight over my pathetic-comp already >< U CHLOES DEEPEST DARKEST
SYLVIA: Thanks lot MOO MOO! (: you are my MOO MOO forever! ;D love yer! (: SECRET
YI HUI: YEAHH GO TO TAIWAN! ((: Happy new year too! LOL. thanks, and you too kayyes! JIAYOU for THIS YEAR also kayyes! ;D Keep it up my dear secretary! xD SO STAY TUNED
NAT: HAHAH yeahh, me and my brother very spastic HEHS. xD and thanks too nat! i think my mummy is gonna answer me YES! i hope! GO TARBET! ;DTO THE NEXT POST! :)
CRABBY: hahahaa i know XU HAN ZHEN very good in making ppl smile. (: THANKS YO. must give me CHILI! xD

HAVE A GREAT 2009 AHEAD!
LOVE EVERYONE! TOODLES! <33 style="COLOR: rgb(153,153,255)">SPARKIES YO B-)