I'm sorry.

I'M FEELING RANDOM :D

I:
- realised that life ain't fair and easy
- believe that i can do it well and not let the the team down
- realised that i still maths pt journal to study
- think that rgs need to save more electricity
- feel that being a captain is not easy until now without support from everyone
- thus wld like to thank those who had given me continuous support, & thus the courage to lead
- just got back my zuo wen and it suck totally
- just got my back my math paper and thinks that the future maths tests ain't gonna be that easy anymore
- feel like rearranging my entire bedroom
- am not a bimbotic cheerleader
- dislike cheerleaders who are so bimobotic
- want to let others know that being cheerleader not equals to bimbo (cos i am not D: )
- miss outings with lin
- feel like locking myself up in my room for the remaining 3 hours to study
- am not studying enough
- will just die if i dont get 3.2
- am still chasing pipe yeo for my ear piece *hinthint*
- realised that idiotic yiheng enjoys suaning me whenever he has the chance to
- dont feel like going to TLL anymore because its so expensive and it hurts to know that my daddy is paying 900 per term :(

White Horse (:

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

deirc

Sometimes when i am not hyper-ing, doesnt mean i am emo.
Sometimes when i talk stern-ly, doesnt mean i am having moodswings, its just that yall dont listen to me most of the time, and i have to always be the bad person, scolding yall.
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always seem like the bad person?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always try to think of ways on how to manage yall, while at the same time try not to hurt and offend yall?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always want to discipline yall strictly, but end up cannot bear to do it?

I've tried. and i'm still trying.
really hard.

ANOTHER quiz

1) Whats your name?
Chloe Lew a.k.a bathtub a.k.a LEW-lian a.k.a durian a.k.a best mummy ever

2) 5 things positive about yourself
1) Cheerful
2) Hyper
3) Anal xD
4) Crazayye
5) Forgiving ;D

3) 5 things negative about yourself
1) Don't study enough D:
2) Stone big time
3) Emo quite frequently
4) Not tall enough
5) Eat alot

4) Name 5 of your closest friend that you wish to pass down the quiz to (With blogs)
1) Lin
2) SUI GUAN (please redo)
3) WEN HUI (please redo too)
4) Jennifer
5) Chee Chin (Since sean begged me to not inlcude him hahaha)

5) Say something to the people from 1-5
1) LET'S ROCK MARCH CAMP B-)
2) Your monthly allowance is... OOPS. i spent it..... on your uniforms and books.
3) YO WOMAN. LET'S SPAM SUI GUAN'S BLOG. ;D
4) Where's our orange bookie! (:
5) Thankew for keeping my tagboard so lively. In return, please create a tagboard on your blog so as to allow me to repay you. *hurhur*

6) What is your relationship from 1-5
1) Twin
2) Son
3) Crazayye and retarded girlfriend B-)
4) Bestie who lives in bishan too!
5) Table tennis mate and ohh-my-striking-white-specs friend :D

7)Is 1 attached
No.

8) Is 2 detached?
You mean his ears? xD

9) Is 3 not unattached?
I have no idea.

10)Is 4 not undetached?
Attached.

11)Is 5 attached?
No idea haha!

12)Is 2 in love with 1?
LOL NO

13)What would happen if 1-5 are lovers with you?
1) Not les
2) Have you heard of mum and son becoming lovers? thats NONSENSE.
3) Not les!
4) Not les!!
5) I certainly not wanna become Mrs Striking White Specs xD

14)What would happen if 1-5 are enemies with you?
1) TWIN TOWER WOULD COLLASPE
2) I'D HAVE WASTED MY 9 MONTHS CARRYING YOU
3) THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE SO QUIET AND NOBODY TO TALK TO IN MIH
4) NO MORE FUN AND JOY
5) I WILL SELL YOUR WHITE SPECS ;D

15)If you were to die tomorrow what would you say to 1-5
1) i really enjoyed the moments we laughed together and cried together, giving each other support (: i still have many other things to say, come and look for me if you really wanna hear them all hahaha.
2) Son, you will have to be independent now because you do not have anymore parent. Remember to always trust YOURSELF, and NEVER others. Take care and mummy will always be giving you moral support! Please refer to my will. (LOL)
3) I will never forget the times we crazzied together over the phone! (:
4) I will also never forget the awesome moments when we had together (: Please look for me if u want to hear them all too haha.
5) Have the courage to win a girl's heart if you need to! Go for it!

Chloe hereby ban Yeo Sui Guan from quizing me.

Quiz time !

This quiz is passed from YEO SUI GUAN.

Q1)5 things about the person who passed you this quiz:
1. Small eyes -> Japanese guy xD
2. funnaye and humorous
3. spastic and retarded B-)
4. Awesome at keyboard and guitar
5 Have not returned my earpiece

Q2)When was the last time you last talked to him/her?
Umm. just.

Q3)What do you best like about him/her
Can make people's day with his retardness

Q4)What do you hate most about him/her
Owe me alot of stuffs

Q5)If given a choice would you friend him/her
WE ARE FRIENDS

Q6)When is the last time you see him/her
7th March at his performance

Q7)Your relationship with him/her?
GOOD FRIENDS.

Q8)Pass this quiz to any 9 friends
1Lin!
2SUI GUAN (hahahahaha.)
3Yiheng
4Sean LEE
5Chee Chin
6Lim Yi Hui
7Xu hanzhen
8Jen!
9Amanda Sarah Chin
VERY HARD TO NAME PPL WHO HAVE BLOGS. =/

Q9)One impression of 1 - 9
1 BIMBOTIC AND HYPER GIRLFRIEND
2 SPASTIC AND A NICE FRIEND
3 SMART BRAINS WITH 3 CCAS OMG B-)
4 GENTLEMAN AND ATTEMPT-TO-BE-VERY-MATURE GUY xD
5 QUITE RESERVE SO PLEASE TALK MORE ;D
6 ALWAYS BULLY JUNIORS xD
7 CHILI CRAB YUM YUM
8 GREEN LOVER
9 VERY FUNNY AND COOL JUNIOR

What does 1 like to eat?
Honey bubble tea, Korean rice cake (:

What is 2 afraid of?
ME xD

What is 3 despoing for?
TO GET MARRIED AT 16 hahah omg omg omg!

Does 4 like you?
FRIENDS (:

Do you like 5?
HAHA I LIKE HIS STRIKING SPECS LOL.

A colour to describe 6
PURPLE B-)

An animal to describe 7
CRAB! (issit counted?)

A food to describe 8
DARK CHOCOLATE (:

A Song to describe 9
MAMA-MIA

Are you a parent?
HAVE A VERY NAUGHTY SON. B-)

Is your first kiss still with you?
IT'S IN MY WALLET

How are you feeling now
CRAPPY AND RETARDED :D

Who did you last message
PIPE YEO

Whats your favourite show
THE DAY AFTER AFTER TMR

What was the last game you played
UMM. I DONT THINK I HAVE PLAYED ANY GAME SINCE.....

HAHA YAYYE I AM DONE ((:

YO MANN!! :)
GUESS WHAT I SAW TODAY ON THE WAY TO TC!
WHILE CROSSING THE ROAD
I SAW THIS GROUP OF DUCKS CROSSING THE ROAD AND THEY ACTUALLY WAITING FOR THE TRAFFIC LIGHT!
I TOOK A PICTURE !!
SO CUTE RIGHT?
OK I PUT IT IN THAT STUPID ISTOCKPHOTO AND IT GO MARK IT WITH ITS ICON
NVM BUT AINT THEY CUTE?
OH YA AND THEN SUDDENLY THERE WAS THIS CRAZY GUY
WHEN I WAS THE BUS STOP
THIS CRAZY GUY WALKED UP TO ME
AND TALKED TO ME

CRAZY GUY:"HI"
ME:"Err..... Hi?"
CRAZY GUY:"have you ever heard of the flying coffee maker?"
ME:"Err.... no"
CRAZY GUY:"oh kay..... *thinks to himself* ok thanks bye"
ME:"bye"

WEIRD RIGHT? WHY WOULD HE ASK ME FOR A FLYING COFFEE MAKER OK NVM
I GOT TO GO MALAYSIA TO CELEBRATE MY GRANDMAS BIRTHDAY BYE!!!

CHLOE DUN KILL ME :)

Silent Concept xD

YELLO EVERYONE! ;D

Sorry for not updating for eons. yeo sui guan wants me to post. So actually i decided to just type one sentence. But aiya, SUI BIAN lahh. xD
Been bussayye with my post-tests activities. D: and also busy slacking D: After my three-week of tests, i feel something's wrong and weird not studying. =/ baddy bad bad.

Went to see Silent Concept the very AWESOME band on saturday to perform. hahaha. Stupid yeo sui guan come and tell me its a open public performance at the library. End up on THAT VERY DAY, its actually a private function for some library event thingy. So i ended up feel so paiseh there. i came up to the 16th storey, the people there ask for my name. Then i said Chloe Lew, they search for my name in this whole list of names. I was like thinking huhh, need to register one mehh. After a while they couldn't find my name. I said i am their friends. LOL then the person there said, "OHH. Their friends? The three guys performing down there?" i was like, "Errrrrr. yah....." Then she was like "Oh ok i see, come come please proceed there to take a sit." i was like: confused?!?!? HAHAHHA. And i saw there's a reception. Alot of food there. After pok Yeo and friends finished playing "thunder", i was asked by some lady to eat the food there. i was like "OHH NO its okay." HAHAHA. make me so pai seh! cos i am not even the people there! its a private function! Stupid pok yeo! GRRRR. haha. then i was approached to help finish their food another two times. So embarrassed luhh, but of course i rejected! not so thick-skinned ;D And there's this staff who came to me suddenly and said want to take a picture with me. I was "huhh?" then he said "must take with everyone mahh. come come." Then i was like confused and like err ok. take already he asked me so which library branch i helped out in. i was like, "OHH NO NO. i'm not one of the helpers. i am just, THEIR FRIENDS." *feels very pai seh* And he was so DAMN WEIRD CANN. after then i zao from him, i went to sit in the first row and watch silent concept to sing their watever song (haha xD), then that same guy came again and asked me to take a picture with the band. i was like, "oh no no no its ok." then he asked the band, i was like signalling to sui guan "PLEASE SAY NO NO NO". and then the very smart pok yeo told him, "oh she said she dont want." pointing to me somemore. very smart ahh. damn nonsense luhh that guy, so annoying manns, keep asking me take picture. =.= brr not going to say anymore! and YEO SUI GUAN YOU BETTER REMEMBER MY EAR PIECE NEXT TIME. YOU OWE ME SWENSENS. B-)

OHH HAHA this is damn funnaye. When i was leaving right, one of the staff lady asked:
"So how's the food?"
"Ohh i didnt eat." *smiles*
"Really? why not? fasting ahh?"
"Er no." *stunned and amused*

HAHAHA. ok have a nice day! toodles! (:
Silent concept whoo! (attempting-to-be-a-very-big-fan xD)