Sunday, July 12, 2009

Unclassified

Zomgg, it had been EXACTLY 2 MONTHS ever since my emo last post :D haha. Anyway, loads of things happened for the past two months. too long till very lazy to spill out everything ;D

I realised some people are having technical problems with accessing my blog (ohh that means my blog is access denied -- only for restricted personnel? xDD) Hahah anyway, honestly i have no idea what happened to my blog. but i still can access with my computer? heh :D

Within a month or so and i'm going to step down. Well. Have a mixed feeling. Shrugs. (:

End of years are starting the week before sept hols. only have less than 2 months to study. Chloe is gonna make it (:

Birthday is coming. but i am having orals the day before. (thank god it wasnt last year which falls right smack on my birthday.) Hope i'll have a sweet sixteen 'celebration' (:

Hate it. Sports Fest is CANCELLED. *swears* cheerleading arghh!!!!!! D: anyway, i love my juniors. :D

Time really flies. My blog is gonna be dead soon. so dont have to come frequently for those who are reading this. haha ;D sorraye! will be back! wenhui i miss you you woman! still wear starbucks shirt when we went to coffee bean for lunch! haha!

And i miss everyone! D:

I will get my life back after my EOYs ((:

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Chloe is in deep shyt because she:
doesnt have the mood to mug,
has been slacking like nobody's business these 2 days,
havent started geog,
is dying for english,
is worried for chinese,
hates her studying habits because she needs to be in a different/new environment in order to study,
feel like slamming her phone,
is doing something useless right now,
wants to scream her lungs out or at least yell at something/somebody,
thinks that her neurons are decreasing exponentially,
really feel like screaming,
and screaming,
and screaming.

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awesome.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

AWESOME :D




Saturday, May 2, 2009

Sick and tired.

Of everything.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

My Weekends

SATURDAY:
Morning - ORA
Afternoon - TC and Dance
Evening - TLL

SUNDAY TO-DO:
  1. Chem ws
  2. English essay outline
  3. Maths assignment
  4. Maths revision exercise
  5. Geog FA (why must there be a lorms question)
  6. Geog manufacturing notes
  7. Geog case studies notes
  8. Geog case studies ws
  9. Chinese ting xie
  10. Chinese si han
  11. Chinese gong han
  12. Bio videos
  13. STUDY BIO SPA
  14. STUDY MATHS GA
//feel like skipping school on monday.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Nice

Most of my results were back.

Maths - Okay. Good.
Physics - Satisfied.
Social Studies - Okay.
Chem - Best. Failed with a single digit.
Chinese - Disappointed. Shocked.
Biology - Disappointed. Unexpected.
Geography - Disappointed. I am sitting right in front of the teacher's desk. When i got back my paper, i was shocked and didn't expect a lousy 14 from me. Mrs Mo saw me and said "Chloe, dont be sad uh." It sounded like she was 'scolding' me. I didnt finished the paper after all. Whatever.

Term 1 results were such a disappointment. like totally. Too many 2.8 and below when everyone is performing much better. Chloe, please buck up, please. Stop falling asleep at home.
Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Friday

Yupp, it was a bad day. but honestly, since when a day is great to me? Training was arduous. It was terrible.

Peak period. Everyone's training not just hard, but extra hard. Everyone's putting more effort and time for upcoming semi's and finals. and i really can tell. Its the crucial period, and yeahh, most of us are facing frequent ups and downs. friday's training was one of the toughest trainings, coaches being more strict, every single minute and second was important. some of us got 'scoldings' an all. It was unbearable, i know.

And i was facing my downs as usual. Not very sure if its because i was very tired after running 400m X 10rounds in school, or issit because of the many many things going through my mind and were difficult to cope. But whatever it was, i just felt that i wasn't really on form during trainings and could'nt really fully concentrate. Lots of balls missed. Chen jiao lian scolded me that i wasnt performing well. yess ok. i know that. and it sucked, cos i was really disappointed with myself. Very. i really felt sorry for my doubles partner cos i was rather emotional. yeahh, i AM emotional. my feelings are very fragile, and sensitive. i was on the verge of crying.

Worst part of the training, was to see some of us crying. The amount of pressure, the amount of sweat, the amount of tears. My heart ached, to see everyone training really really hard. It just hurt, and my heat sank. my mood was down to a negative value, not to say a zero. Though i felt already terrible, i still had to fufill the expectations. To be a captain, its not easy. No matter how down i am, no matter how emotional i am, i still cannot show it out. If i show it out, it will pull down the team's morale. So what alternative can i get? other than running to a secluded area, and cry myself out? other than enduring the pain and sadness, and wait till i get home to let them all out? Both weren't a good idea. a voice in my head then told me that i HAD to put aside my feelings. cos what's most important, was to give confidence to the team, and boost their morale. and guess what? i was just proud that i did. But honestly, my heart still hurt.

In wu jiao lian's car on the way home, he talked to me about the team's stuff as usual. Blahhs. i'm not going to elaborate. nobody would want to hear it. i just, teared.

When i reached home, i was hesitating if i should call my usual friends, or to just turn to my bear. Ohh wells, i figured out its ok, i would just control my emotions, because i have learnt to never let my emotions control me.

Thanks chee chin.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I'm sorry.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I'M FEELING RANDOM :D

I:
- realised that life ain't fair and easy
- believe that i can do it well and not let the the team down
- realised that i still maths pt journal to study
- think that rgs need to save more electricity
- feel that being a captain is not easy until now without support from everyone
- thus wld like to thank those who had given me continuous support, & thus the courage to lead
- just got back my zuo wen and it suck totally
- just got my back my math paper and thinks that the future maths tests ain't gonna be that easy anymore
- feel like rearranging my entire bedroom
- am not a bimbotic cheerleader
- dislike cheerleaders who are so bimobotic
- want to let others know that being cheerleader not equals to bimbo (cos i am not D: )
- miss outings with lin
- feel like locking myself up in my room for the remaining 3 hours to study
- am not studying enough
- will just die if i dont get 3.2
- am still chasing pipe yeo for my ear piece *hinthint*
- realised that idiotic yiheng enjoys suaning me whenever he has the chance to
- dont feel like going to TLL anymore because its so expensive and it hurts to know that my daddy is paying 900 per term :(

White Horse (:

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

deirc

Sometimes when i am not hyper-ing, doesnt mean i am emo.
Sometimes when i talk stern-ly, doesnt mean i am having moodswings, its just that yall dont listen to me most of the time, and i have to always be the bad person, scolding yall.
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always seem like the bad person?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always try to think of ways on how to manage yall, while at the same time try not to hurt and offend yall?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always want to discipline yall strictly, but end up cannot bear to do it?

I've tried. and i'm still trying.
really hard.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

ANOTHER quiz

1) Whats your name?
Chloe Lew a.k.a bathtub a.k.a LEW-lian a.k.a durian a.k.a best mummy ever


2) 5 things positive about yourself
1) Cheerful
2) Hyper
3) Anal xD
4) Crazayye
5) Forgiving ;D

3) 5 things negative about yourself
1) Don't study enough D:
2) Stone big time
3) Emo quite frequently
4) Not tall enough
5) Eat alot

4) Name 5 of your closest friend that you wish to pass down the quiz to (With blogs)
1) Lin
2) SUI GUAN (please redo)
3) WEN HUI (please redo too)
4) Jennifer
5) Chee Chin (Since sean begged me to not inlcude him hahaha)

5) Say something to the people from 1-5
1) LET'S ROCK MARCH CAMP B-)
2) Your monthly allowance is... OOPS. i spent it..... on your uniforms and books.
3) YO WOMAN. LET'S SPAM SUI GUAN'S BLOG. ;D
4) Where's our orange bookie! (:
5) Thankew for keeping my tagboard so lively. In return, please create a tagboard on your blog so as to allow me to repay you. *hurhur*

6) What is your relationship from 1-5
1) Twin
2) Son
3) Crazayye and retarded girlfriend B-)
4) Bestie who lives in bishan too!
5) Table tennis mate and ohh-my-striking-white-specs friend :D

7)Is 1 attached
No.

8) Is 2 detached?
You mean his ears? xD

9) Is 3 not unattached?
I have no idea.

10)Is 4 not undetached?
Attached.

11)Is 5 attached?
No idea haha!

12)Is 2 in love with 1?
LOL NO

13)What would happen if 1-5 are lovers with you?
1) Not les
2) Have you heard of mum and son becoming lovers? thats NONSENSE.
3) Not les!
4) Not les!!
5) I certainly not wanna become Mrs Striking White Specs xD

14)What would happen if 1-5 are enemies with you?
1) TWIN TOWER WOULD COLLASPE
2) I'D HAVE WASTED MY 9 MONTHS CARRYING YOU

3) THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE SO QUIET AND NOBODY TO TALK TO IN MIH
4) NO MORE FUN AND JOY
5) I WILL SELL YOUR WHITE SPECS ;D


15)If you were to die tomorrow what would you say to 1-5
1) i really enjoyed the moments we laughed together and cried together, giving each other support (: i still have many other things to say, come and look for me if you really wanna hear them all hahaha.
2) Son, you will have to be independent now because you do not have anymore parent. Remember to always trust YOURSELF, and NEVER others. Take care and mummy will always be giving you moral support! Please refer to my will. (LOL)
3) I will never forget the times we crazzied together over the phone! (:
4) I will also never forget the awesome moments when we had together (: Please look for me if u want to hear them all too haha.
5)
Have the courage to win a girl's heart if you need to! Go for it!

Chloe hereby ban Yeo Sui Guan from quizing me.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Quiz time !

This quiz is passed from YEO SUI GUAN.

Q1)5 things about the person who passed you this quiz:
1. Small eyes -> Japanese guy xD
2. funnaye and humorous
3. spastic and retarded B-)
4. Awesome at keyboard and guitar
5 Have not returned my earpiece

Q2)When was the last time you last talked to him/her?
Umm. just.

Q3)What do you best like about him/her
Can make people's day with his retardness

Q4)What do you hate most about him/her
Owe me alot of stuffs

Q5)If given a choice would you friend him/her
WE ARE FRIENDS

Q6)When is the last time you see him/her
7th March at his performance

Q7)Your relationship with him/her?
GOOD FRIENDS.

Q8)Pass this quiz to any 9 friends
1Lin!
2SUI GUAN (hahahahaha.)
3Yiheng
4Sean LEE
5Chee Chin
6Lim Yi Hui
7Xu hanzhen
8Jen!
9Amanda Sarah Chin
VERY HARD TO NAME PPL WHO HAVE BLOGS. =/

Q9)One impression of 1 - 9
1 BIMBOTIC AND HYPER GIRLFRIEND
2 SPASTIC AND A NICE FRIEND
3 SMART BRAINS WITH 3 CCAS OMG B-)
4 GENTLEMAN AND ATTEMPT-TO-BE-VERY-MATURE GUY xD
5 QUITE RESERVE SO PLEASE TALK MORE ;D
6 ALWAYS BULLY JUNIORS xD
7 CHILI CRAB YUM YUM
8 GREEN LOVER
9 VERY FUNNY AND COOL JUNIOR

What does 1 like to eat?
Honey bubble tea, Korean rice cake (:

What is 2 afraid of?
ME xD

What is 3 despoing for?
TO GET MARRIED AT 16 hahah omg omg omg!

Does 4 like you?
FRIENDS (:

Do you like 5?
HAHA I LIKE HIS STRIKING SPECS LOL.

A colour to describe 6
PURPLE B-)

An animal to describe 7
CRAB! (issit counted?)

A food to describe 8
DARK CHOCOLATE (:

A Song to describe 9
MAMA-MIA

Are you a parent?
HAVE A VERY NAUGHTY SON. B-)

Is your first kiss still with you?
IT'S IN MY WALLET

How are you feeling now
CRAPPY AND RETARDED :D

Who did you last message
PIPE YEO

Whats your favourite show
THE DAY AFTER AFTER TMR

What was the last game you played
UMM. I DONT THINK I HAVE PLAYED ANY GAME SINCE.....

HAHA YAYYE I AM DONE ((:

Saturday, March 14, 2009

YO MANN!! :)
GUESS WHAT I SAW TODAY ON THE WAY TO TC!
WHILE CROSSING THE ROAD
I SAW THIS GROUP OF DUCKS CROSSING THE ROAD AND THEY ACTUALLY WAITING FOR THE TRAFFIC LIGHT!
I TOOK A PICTURE !!
SO CUTE RIGHT?
OK I PUT IT IN THAT STUPID ISTOCKPHOTO AND IT GO MARK IT WITH ITS ICON
NVM BUT AINT THEY CUTE?
OH YA AND THEN SUDDENLY THERE WAS THIS CRAZY GUY
WHEN I WAS THE BUS STOP
THIS CRAZY GUY WALKED UP TO ME
AND TALKED TO ME

CRAZY GUY:"HI"
ME:"Err..... Hi?"
CRAZY GUY:"have you ever heard of the flying coffee maker?"
ME:"Err.... no"
CRAZY GUY:"oh kay..... *thinks to himself* ok thanks bye"
ME:"bye"

WEIRD RIGHT? WHY WOULD HE ASK ME FOR A FLYING COFFEE MAKER OK NVM
I GOT TO GO MALAYSIA TO CELEBRATE MY GRANDMAS BIRTHDAY BYE!!!

CHLOE DUN KILL ME :)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Silent Concept xD

YELLO EVERYONE! ;D

Sorry for not updating for eons. yeo sui guan wants me to post. So actually i decided to just type one sentence. But aiya, SUI BIAN lahh. xD
Been bussayye with my post-tests activities. D: and also busy slacking D: After my three-week of tests, i feel something's wrong and weird not studying. =/ baddy bad bad.

Went to see Silent Concept the very AWESOME band on saturday to perform. hahaha. Stupid yeo sui guan come and tell me its a open public performance at the library. End up on THAT VERY DAY, its actually a private function for some library event thingy. So i ended up feel so paiseh there. i came up to the 16th storey, the people there ask for my name. Then i said Chloe Lew, they search for my name in this whole list of names. I was like thinking huhh, need to register one mehh. After a while they couldn't find my name. I said i am their friends. LOL then the person there said, "OHH. Their friends? The three guys performing down there?" i was like, "Errrrrr. yah....." Then she was like "Oh ok i see, come come please proceed there to take a sit." i was like: confused?!?!? HAHAHHA. And i saw there's a reception. Alot of food there. After pok Yeo and friends finished playing "thunder", i was asked by some lady to eat the food there. i was like "OHH NO its okay." HAHAHA. make me so pai seh! cos i am not even the people there! its a private function! Stupid pok yeo! GRRRR. haha. then i was approached to help finish their food another two times. So embarrassed luhh, but of course i rejected! not so thick-skinned ;D And there's this staff who came to me suddenly and said want to take a picture with me. I was "huhh?" then he said "must take with everyone mahh. come come." Then i was like confused and like err ok. take already he asked me so which library branch i helped out in. i was like, "OHH NO NO. i'm not one of the helpers. i am just, THEIR FRIENDS." *feels very pai seh* And he was so DAMN WEIRD CANN. after then i zao from him, i went to sit in the first row and watch silent concept to sing their watever song (haha xD), then that same guy came again and asked me to take a picture with the band. i was like, "oh no no no its ok." then he asked the band, i was like signalling to sui guan "PLEASE SAY NO NO NO". and then the very smart pok yeo told him, "oh she said she dont want." pointing to me somemore. very smart ahh. damn nonsense luhh that guy, so annoying manns, keep asking me take picture. =.= brr not going to say anymore! and YEO SUI GUAN YOU BETTER REMEMBER MY EAR PIECE NEXT TIME. YOU OWE ME SWENSENS. B-)

OHH HAHA this is damn funnaye. When i was leaving right, one of the staff lady asked:
"So how's the food?"
"Ohh i didnt eat." *smiles*
"Really? why not? fasting ahh?"
"Er no." *stunned and amused*

HAHAHA. ok have a nice day! toodles! (:
Silent concept whoo! (attempting-to-be-a-very-big-fan xD)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

WHOO B-)

RJ (RIJC) came down for our training for friendly match today. Miss our seniors awesomely much! The guys were scary. indeed. Very lucky that i didn't got hit by a full-smacked-ball by them. thankgawd. There are coming down next thursday again! whoo! (: Love jialei loads! (:

SLI is TOMORROW. and i had another new role apart from being a philo student, CmPS student, congress member -- SCREAMY GIRL FROM "SGR" SCHOOL (opposite of RGS if you realise.) LOL. 1) Worried about skit. HAHAHHAA. 2) Worried that the speaker will pronounce my "Lew Wan Tyng" weirdly when investing! 3) Worried i would forget my skit lines! haha ok i wont! ;D

Apparently Chloe still feels GREAT/NORMALLY-HIGH/FINE despite this awesome schedule:

2nd March- English test, Biology test, Physics test
4th March - Geography test
5th March - Maths Graded Assignment
6th March - Chemistry SPA test

6 tests next week. Chloe is so gonna survive through this. Pray my brains. whoo B-) Toodles dudes! ;D *waves*

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Saturday

6.45am Wake up
7.30am-10.30am Cheerleading
11.15am-2.30pm TC and Modern Jazz
4.30pm-6.30pm Learning Lab

Apparently i love my TLL class because its so hilarious ;D have awesome people and funny people ;D and this very lame and retarded (he admitted it) sia zong ye, who just bought this CAMERA for $XXXX in CASH today. i really wondered how he fitted his 'n' amount of notes in his wallet. hahaha.

Had 2 SLI rehearsals last week and 1 more this coming week. D: student invest gonna be next friday! = no lessons ;D PB is performing this HILARIOUS SONG (which i shall not disclose) and PSB is presenting some song-dance/actions thing. haha. House capts and CCA leaders are performing a SKIT. and apparently i am the philosphy student, congress ppl, CmPS student inside the skit. THANK GOD that i am not the one who said "Oh no i dropped my lego in the sea!" xD omgomgomg gah ha ha ha thats really funnily lame xD

Ok nvm i am talking random stuffs which is quite hard to understand. bleah bleah i'm gonna drink coffee to keep myself awake to study. D: tired today D:
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1:41am
Sorry. i dont actually intend to post this emo one. But ohhwells. i just feel like ranting. (: let me be. Miss my close friends. Just saw her blog. really long posts. so i didnt really read it in detail. i miss her, totally.
the many-fullstops weren't intended. i feel like just slamming my head on the keyboard and sk myself to wake up at times, to stop slacking and get to work. i ended up doing nothing much today at all. or rather -- nothing, except for my few questions of maths and copying of bio notes.
i dont suppose i am facing a down-wave currently. if i am, i would have break down. have you ever seen me breaking down? you wouldn't want to. (:
hotmail sucks. sry if this doesnt fit anywhere in this section.
last monday was the end of zonals season and last week was also the start of SAs week. assesments coming up every week. I just flunk (like totally) chem. higher chinese was OK. if i ever pass that chem test, i am going to treat myself a day off watching recorded videos at home.
apparently i kept telling myself to do at least one of the optional SS FAs that my teacher had assigned. but i kept procrastinating. Shyt chloe. you SHANT do that next time. I have realised that i have really bad time management this year. when was the last time i ever laughed so heartily? when was the last time i ever smiled throughout a whole day? when was the last time i ever feel satisfied with myself? i am currently disappointed at myself so far. and i have never ever written so chunky in one para before cos i hate it to be so unorganized.
Set a goal, and get a direction in life. Throughout one's journey, family and friends can never be neglected. determination. perserverance. you will never suceed if you are just a leaf. Chloe, please wake up.
2:01am

Sunday, February 8, 2009

monk-ayyes

The previous post WASN'T me i swear. is this particular bobo who has been MIA-ing for very long and suddenly reappeared again. xD anyway. Eunice GOH did a very GREAT AND AWESOME job to my gmail. Especially the subject title and the snap preview of the what she wrote in the email. hahahahahaha. so funnaye! :D
I still have TONS of work waiting for me. D: Having math PT meeting later. So i am going to munch on my nasi lemak now! :D Chem assignment is REAL HARD. D: Maths assignment is blehh. Yesterday's wedding dinner wasted 6 hours of my precious time when i could have used that time to finish up all my damn homeworks. =/ OHHMYDAWD. i realised i havent learn my ting xie. ZOMGZOMG. and my hotmail is lagging. as always. haha what a noob hotmail. :D tmr having another match against HIH. yayye yayye, gonna miss PHILOSOPHY lesson! :D HAHAHAHA. yeahh manns! okayyes TOODLES everyone! ;D loveloves!

HELLO :D

HELLO !!

I WENT TO MALAYSIA YESTERDAY AND GUESS WHAT

I BOUGHT A NEW iPHONE!!!!!

DUN BE JEALOUS!!!! :) BOOO BOOO GAAAGAAA

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Day 1: RG vs Ang Mo Kio

okayye this post is one day late. =/ Yesterday was my pre-sick day. So today i woke up with my very AWESOME throat and my very MELODIOUS voice. The best thing is while i was having my breakfast my mummy gave me a vitamin C, and instead of CHEWING ON IT, i have totally no idea what was a daydsreaming of and i SWALLOWED IT. LOL hahhahahah. how greatt was that. *shakes head to regain conscious* hahahah xD

ANYWAY. BACK TO YESTERDAY. ;D RG won AMK 5:0. yayye RGTT! (: Everyone played well and cheered well! (: I had funn taking candid shots of many people. xD and here's one! :D (sorry hanzhen and yi hui. i borrow you all for this time kayyes xD)


Up to you on how you decipher this picture xD SO, tomorrow Bdiv have two matches, against Mayflower and Gan Eng Seng. (: jiayou Bdiv! must jian chi yupp! (: Apparently this year's south zone has fewer girl's team from various school. so i was kind of shock to see guys team yesterday. if not, just purely one day day for girl's team. 6 tables, 4 tables guys, 2 tables girls. LOL. how greatt was that. Girls team: RG, Cedar, Gan Eng Seng, Ang Mo kio, HIH. Boys team: RI, cat high, ACS(I), St. Gabriels, SJI, Mayflower, Gan Eng Seng?, Ang Mo kio?. Guys team more competitive then girls i guess. anyway, gotta finish up my homeworks. (: Toodles! ;D

Who are we proud of?
RGTT!!