Partly emo-ing. screwed up in my studies now. Getting back ss paper next week. Gonna lock myself in my room for 5 hours if i dont get an at least GPA 3.2. March had been bad. May had been awful. July had been torturous. August had been undesirable. September is depressing.
Feeling empty. Rgs used to be a fun life for me. This year, i had learnt to be not so naive. Things are just superficial. What is beneath it, is for you to experience. I love sec 2. Thinking back, year 2007 was my most enjoyable year. Loads of memories flashed through my mind. Those were the days.
School tmr. Gonna be crazy if i dont sleep now. Brother booked into camp few hours ago, leaving his pool of crapp in my room, messiness. I want a one week leave. Feeling nonsense and lousy and gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Whatevers. Though 14th floor is convenient, i wont leave my family.
Big force over small area. thats how i am feeling right now.
Hugs, for 5 cents.
