15.

A transitional stage of life.
Where everything changes so rapidly that you dont even know what were you doing half the time,
Sometimes doing things in a semi-conscious mind.
The power of love.
How sweet can it be?
It gives headaches to the world and strikes at me.
It makes me feels guilty and bad,
As if i deserve to be in jailed for 10 years.
Am i so mean? I dont like it either.
Do i have the choice?
Do i have to handle these forever?
I wonder if every others are experiencing similarly to my life,

to be a Fifteen.

I'm feeling very tired. What a week again. Saturday is nearing. Monday is coming. its endless. like problems. I feel like sleeping. Yet i know i cant. Seriously, i feel very lost. Now. Everything seems crazy. I need a direction.

Ms Lonely.