Saturday

6.45am Wake up
7.30am-10.30am Cheerleading
11.15am-2.30pm TC and Modern Jazz
4.30pm-6.30pm Learning Lab

Apparently i love my TLL class because its so hilarious ;D have awesome people and funny people ;D and this very lame and retarded (he admitted it) sia zong ye, who just bought this CAMERA for $XXXX in CASH today. i really wondered how he fitted his 'n' amount of notes in his wallet. hahaha.

Had 2 SLI rehearsals last week and 1 more this coming week. D: student invest gonna be next friday! = no lessons ;D PB is performing this HILARIOUS SONG (which i shall not disclose) and PSB is presenting some song-dance/actions thing. haha. House capts and CCA leaders are performing a SKIT. and apparently i am the philosphy student, congress ppl, CmPS student inside the skit. THANK GOD that i am not the one who said "Oh no i dropped my lego in the sea!" xD omgomgomg gah ha ha ha thats really funnily lame xD

Ok nvm i am talking random stuffs which is quite hard to understand. bleah bleah i'm gonna drink coffee to keep myself awake to study. D: tired today D:
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1:41am
Sorry. i dont actually intend to post this emo one. But ohhwells. i just feel like ranting. (: let me be. Miss my close friends. Just saw her blog. really long posts. so i didnt really read it in detail. i miss her, totally.
the many-fullstops weren't intended. i feel like just slamming my head on the keyboard and sk myself to wake up at times, to stop slacking and get to work. i ended up doing nothing much today at all. or rather -- nothing, except for my few questions of maths and copying of bio notes.
i dont suppose i am facing a down-wave currently. if i am, i would have break down. have you ever seen me breaking down? you wouldn't want to. (:
hotmail sucks. sry if this doesnt fit anywhere in this section.
last monday was the end of zonals season and last week was also the start of SAs week. assesments coming up every week. I just flunk (like totally) chem. higher chinese was OK. if i ever pass that chem test, i am going to treat myself a day off watching recorded videos at home.
apparently i kept telling myself to do at least one of the optional SS FAs that my teacher had assigned. but i kept procrastinating. Shyt chloe. you SHANT do that next time. I have realised that i have really bad time management this year. when was the last time i ever laughed so heartily? when was the last time i ever smiled throughout a whole day? when was the last time i ever feel satisfied with myself? i am currently disappointed at myself so far. and i have never ever written so chunky in one para before cos i hate it to be so unorganized.
Set a goal, and get a direction in life. Throughout one's journey, family and friends can never be neglected. determination. perserverance. you will never suceed if you are just a leaf. Chloe, please wake up.
2:01am