Dance is LOVE;

The End of a Life

2009-12-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

One of my close relative just passed away this evening, one of my close 'aunt'. Just came back from the hospital and i am still in a state of shock. Not literally shock, but just can't really accept it. She was a great fighter, a great fighter who fought her way through cancer. As her cancer had spread across her entire body, her organs started failing, one by one. It was really depressed to see her lying on the hospital bed, head tilted sideways, the outline of her petite and weak body.

At that moment i felt scared, scared of death. I realised that i am not one who can face it easily. I really wonder, is there really a life after death? The feeling of death really makes me shiver. I figured out that life is short. Though you may be able to live till 99, you wouldn't know when a tragedy will strike. When it strikes you, it will be useless to ask, "Why me?"

Life is short. Live your life to the fullest. Make everyday meaningful, be it helping your mum out housework, or make a child laugh. Don't be stingy to make people smile, be generous. Every minute counts and work towards your goals in life. I think i have learnt another lesson, about life.

2009-12-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

CHLOE SAYS SHE IS TOO LAZY TO UPDATE HER BLOG, THEREFORE I SHALL BE NICE AND HELP HER TO UPDATE IT! :D I SHALL WRITE IT IN FIRST PERSON :D

I'VE BEEN READING THIS CHINESE BOOK LATELY, BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS ABOUT, OR WHAT THE TITLE IS! ITS JUST NICE :D
HAD 6E GATHERING YESTERDAY! IT WAS SO AWESOME! SUI GUAN'S MONITOR IS SO BIG MAN! HIS COMPUTER COMPLETELY USED UP HIS WHOLE TABLE! HE EITHER HAS TO GET A SMALLER COM, OR A BIGGER TABLE! :D
EVERYONE LOOKS SO DIFFERENT MAN! COULDNT RECOGNISE ALOT OF PPL! BUT SOME PPL NEVER CHANGE ALSO, IN CHARACTER AND IN PHYSICAL APPEARNCE!

ok lets stop here i have completely no more crap to say alrd. chloe says she is too lazy to blog, and im friggin bored so im here to talk some crap! 3/4 of you reading this will have no clue who i am! thts what makes this so fun ! :D ok bye, shall not talk too much crap b4 somebody come kill me!

2009-12-07T12:30:00.001+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE PLS :D

2009-10-10T22:55:00.007+08:00

It suddenly struck me that my secondary school life is ending in 2 months and 20 days, and then i would be entering a very unfamiliar yet somewhat familiar surrounding. Unfamiliar because the JC environment would be very different from secondary school; yet familiar because most of my batch mates would be entering the same campus.

It also made me thought through what have i achieved so far throughout my 4 years in RGS. Academically, somewhat improving. But entering RGS definetly had taught me how to survive in a cmpetitive environment, and cope with very annoying situations that made me shed much tears. Still, its all about experiences. (:

Secondary school life also made me realised that good friends are hard to come by. Rather, it is very (VERY) hard to find a bestie who will stick by you through thick and thin, sharing your sorrows and celebrating your happiness. Someone who shares similar personalities as you may not necessary be a good friend to you, neither one who always treat you nice. Who knows? Things may turn out differently, and you really can't tell.

Nevermind, i am still searching for one, and hope i can find my Miss Right in JC (:

Apart from that, knowing the pipe and scrub have really changed my life. (:They have made me realised the importance of friendship, and what does it takes to maintain a friendship. Though we had many episodes of misunderstandings and quarrels, i certainly believe that there were MUCH MORE episodes of happiness and laughter. :D Besides being my crying bucket, i really want to thank them for being there for me (through the technology of telephones), hearing me whining most of the time and providing me the encouragement and support, although i know that half of the time they dont know what the hell is going on with me. haha :D Because of them, my secondary school life werent as miserable as it would have been, my OWN life wouldnt be as stressful as it would have been, my cheerfulness are more frequent, and my craziness have been maintain till such stamina! :D

Just wanna dedicate this awesome-three-phrases-filled-with-lucks-and-encouragement to the pipe and scrub:
Behind every success is effort;
Behind every effort is passion;
Behind every passion is someone with the courage to try (:

<3chloee>

Chloe is facing an identity crisis

2009-09-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

Yes she is.

And she will be.
For the upcoming one week.
Staying at home mugging for end of years.
Moaning over Bio D: (Mr Chia gave me half a mark and so i passed the previous test ;D yayye)
Dreading Chem (There's so much to practice ZOMG. Dr Ng please tell me the paper aint gonna kill us.)
Going bonkus over Maf (Why must sec3 topics be tested D: manns.)

I miss RGTT, my dear juniors :(

And LEE MEIYING totally did a very ASTONISHING-UNBELIEVABLE-INCREDIBLE-ACT today during cheer prac hahahahah. She is so CLASSIC manns xD

Ok Chloe shall look forward to dance tmr yayye (:

Why

2009-08-12T15:46:00.003+08:00

I came back home today with a not-supposed-to-fail failed maths graded assignment. 7/16, gosh. it was so "awesome". Blame it on myself, because i havent been practising maths much these days, with my head going blur on differentiation and confused with integration. Say it easy, i know. But apparently, my brain isnt working much to absorb maths nowadays. I cant seem to concentrate as well as i do in the beginning of the year. shrugs. Tell me why?

I sent my brother off to the airport this morning. And i'm missing him already. freaks. Tell me how am i going to survive maths and chem. I have nobody rely on now, but to rely 100% on myself. full blast. Only 3 weekd left, and time flies. Chloe has not turned on her engine. Tell me why?

I concluded that in life, we can never be fully satisfied. Its Man's greed by nature, i guess. We often set high expectations for ourselves. If we fail, too bad. If we hit it, we end up setting even higher expectations. Call me a neurotic perfectionist, yes i'm. No matter how well i perform in any area, i will often tell myself that i could actually do better, way better. Nothing just satisfies me. If i fail to acheive my targeted goals, ohh wells, it really have to depend on how well i get over it. Sometimes it will take me weeks. Tell me why?

I often reflect on myself. On what i have done so far in my entire life, this entire year, this entire month, and even for today. So let me tell you that, now is 4:51pm, and i havent completed any thing today except my pathetic chinese newspaper article review. See how efficient chloe is? Since when she is, anyway. i seem to slacken nowadays. i really have no idea why. and why i dont really have the urge to study anymore. i really hope someone could just give me an unknown scare and fail me in all my subject tests, and tell me that i am the most useless person on earth. will that be the only practical way to make me shut myself in my room and mug whole day towards my EYAs? I hate this part of me. Really, i have no idea why my sec 4 is such a crap. Perform a quality of life survey on me, and i will give you 10%.

3 weeks left. just 3 weeks. Tell me chloe is gonna make it.

I wouldnt want to know my results, though.

2009-08-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

DEAR, (TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN)

CHLOE IS CURRENTLY IN A UNSTABLE CONDITION, SHE WILL BE BACK WHEN SHE IS OKAY. DUN WORRY SHE WILL BE FINE, BECUZ I'VE BEEN PROVIDING HORLICKS, ABALONE AND SHARKFIN!

FROM HER DAD

P.S FOR ANY ENQUIRIES PLEASE CONTACT 91299728 (PLEASE DUN CALL)

Unclassified

2009-07-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

Zomgg, it had been EXACTLY 2 MONTHS ever since my emo last post :D haha. Anyway, loads of things happened for the past two months. too long till very lazy to spill out everything ;D

I realised some people are having technical problems with accessing my blog (ohh that means my blog is access denied -- only for restricted personnel? xDD) Hahah anyway, honestly i have no idea what happened to my blog. but i still can access with my computer? heh :D

Within a month or so and i'm going to step down. Well. Have a mixed feeling. Shrugs. (:

End of years are starting the week before sept hols. only have less than 2 months to study. Chloe is gonna make it (:

Birthday is coming. but i am having orals the day before. (thank god it wasnt last year which falls right smack on my birthday.) Hope i'll have a sweet sixteen 'celebration' (:

Hate it. Sports Fest is CANCELLED. *swears* cheerleading arghh!!!!!! D: anyway, i love my juniors. :D

Time really flies. My blog is gonna be dead soon. so dont have to come frequently for those who are reading this. haha ;D sorraye! will be back! wenhui i miss you you woman! still wear starbucks shirt when we went to coffee bean for lunch! haha!

And i miss everyone! D:

I will get my life back after my EOYs ((:

2009-05-10T22:37:00.003+08:00

Chloe is in deep shyt because she:
doesnt have the mood to mug,
has been slacking like nobody's business these 2 days,
havent started geog,
is dying for english,
is worried for chinese,
hates her studying habits because she needs to be in a different/new environment in order to study,
feel like slamming her phone,
is doing something useless right now,
wants to scream her lungs out or at least yell at something/somebody,
thinks that her neurons are decreasing exponentially,
really feel like screaming,
and screaming,
and screaming.

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awesome.

AWESOME :D

2009-05-06T19:47:00.001+08:00

2009-05-02T15:09:00.001+08:00

Sick and tired.

Of everything.

My Weekends

2009-04-16T22:44:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY:
Morning - ORA
Afternoon - TC and Dance
Evening - TLL

SUNDAY TO-DO:

Chem ws
English essay outline
Maths assignment
Maths revision exercise
Geog FA (why must there be a lorms question)
Geog manufacturing notes
Geog case studies notes
Geog case studies ws
Chinese ting xie
Chinese si han
Chinese gong han
Bio videos
STUDY BIO SPA
STUDY MATHS GA

//feel like skipping school on monday.

Nice

2009-04-08T20:19:00.003+08:00

Most of my results were back.

Maths - Okay. Good.
Physics - Satisfied.
Social Studies - Okay.
Chem - Best. Failed with a single digit.
Chinese - Disappointed. Shocked.
Biology - Disappointed. Unexpected.
Geography - Disappointed. I am sitting right in front of the teacher's desk. When i got back my paper, i was shocked and didn't expect a lousy 14 from me. Mrs Mo saw me and said "Chloe, dont be sad uh." It sounded like she was 'scolding' me. I didnt finished the paper after all. Whatever.

Term 1 results were such a disappointment. like totally. Too many 2.8 and below when everyone is performing much better. Chloe, please buck up, please. Stop falling asleep at home.
Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed. Annoyed.

Friday

2009-04-04T20:26:00.002+08:00

Yupp, it was a bad day. but honestly, since when a day is great to me? Training was arduous. It was terrible.

Peak period. Everyone's training not just hard, but extra hard. Everyone's putting more effort and time for upcoming semi's and finals. and i really can tell. Its the crucial period, and yeahh, most of us are facing frequent ups and downs. friday's training was one of the toughest trainings, coaches being more strict, every single minute and second was important. some of us got 'scoldings' an all. It was unbearable, i know.

And i was facing my downs as usual. Not very sure if its because i was very tired after running 400m X 10rounds in school, or issit because of the many many things going through my mind and were difficult to cope. But whatever it was, i just felt that i wasn't really on form during trainings and could'nt really fully concentrate. Lots of balls missed. Chen jiao lian scolded me that i wasnt performing well. yess ok. i know that. and it sucked, cos i was really disappointed with myself. Very. i really felt sorry for my doubles partner cos i was rather emotional. yeahh, i AM emotional. my feelings are very fragile, and sensitive. i was on the verge of crying.

Worst part of the training, was to see some of us crying. The amount of pressure, the amount of sweat, the amount of tears. My heart ached, to see everyone training really really hard. It just hurt, and my heat sank. my mood was down to a negative value, not to say a zero. Though i felt already terrible, i still had to fufill the expectations. To be a captain, its not easy. No matter how down i am, no matter how emotional i am, i still cannot show it out. If i show it out, it will pull down the team's morale. So what alternative can i get? other than running to a secluded area, and cry myself out? other than enduring the pain and sadness, and wait till i get home to let them all out? Both weren't a good idea. a voice in my head then told me that i HAD to put aside my feelings. cos what's most important, was to give confidence to the team, and boost their morale. and guess what? i was just proud that i did. But honestly, my heart still hurt.

In wu jiao lian's car on the way home, he talked to me about the team's stuff as usual. Blahhs. i'm not going to elaborate. nobody would want to hear it. i just, teared.

When i reached home, i was hesitating if i should call my usual friends, or to just turn to my bear. Ohh wells, i figured out its ok, i would just control my emotions, because i have learnt to never let my emotions control me.

Thanks chee chin.

2009-03-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.

I'M FEELING RANDOM :D

2009-03-29T20:18:00.004+08:00

I:
- realised that life ain't fair and easy
- believe that i can do it well and not let the the team down
- realised that i still maths pt journal to study
- think that rgs need to save more electricity
- feel that being a captain is not easy until now without support from everyone
- thus wld like to thank those who had given me continuous support, & thus the courage to lead
- just got back my zuo wen and it suck totally
- just got my back my math paper and thinks that the future maths tests ain't gonna be that easy anymore
- feel like rearranging my entire bedroom
- am not a bimbotic cheerleader
- dislike cheerleaders who are so bimobotic
- want to let others know that being cheerleader not equals to bimbo (cos i am not D: )
- miss outings with lin
- feel like locking myself up in my room for the remaining 3 hours to study
- am not studying enough
- will just die if i dont get 3.2
- am still chasing pipe yeo for my ear piece *hinthint*
- realised that idiotic yiheng enjoys suaning me whenever he has the chance to
- dont feel like going to TLL anymore because its so expensive and it hurts to know that my daddy is paying 900 per term :(

White Horse (:

2009-03-29T14:05:00.001+08:00

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

deirc

2009-03-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when i am not hyper-ing, doesnt mean i am emo.
Sometimes when i talk stern-ly, doesnt mean i am having moodswings, its just that yall dont listen to me most of the time, and i have to always be the bad person, scolding yall.
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always seem like the bad person?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always try to think of ways on how to manage yall, while at the same time try not to hurt and offend yall?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to always want to discipline yall strictly, but end up cannot bear to do it?

I've tried. and i'm still trying.
really hard.

ANOTHER quiz

2009-03-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

1) Whats your name?
Chloe Lew a.k.a bathtub a.k.a LEW-lian a.k.a durian a.k.a best mummy ever

2) 5 things positive about yourself
1) Cheerful
2) Hyper
3) Anal xD
4) Crazayye
5) Forgiving ;D

3) 5 things negative about yourself
1) Don't study enough D:
2) Stone big time
3) Emo quite frequently
4) Not tall enough
5) Eat alot

4) Name 5 of your closest friend that you wish to pass down the quiz to (With blogs)
1) Lin
2) SUI GUAN (please redo)
3) WEN HUI (please redo too)
4) Jennifer
5) Chee Chin (Since sean begged me to not inlcude him hahaha)

5) Say something to the people from 1-5
1) LET'S ROCK MARCH CAMP B-)
2) Your monthly allowance is... OOPS. i spent it..... on your uniforms and books.
3) YO WOMAN. LET'S SPAM SUI GUAN'S BLOG. ;D
4) Where's our orange bookie! (:
5) Thankew for keeping my tagboard so lively. In return, please create a tagboard on your blog so as to allow me to repay you. *hurhur*

6) What is your relationship from 1-5
1) Twin
2) Son
3) Crazayye and retarded girlfriend B-)
4) Bestie who lives in bishan too!
5) Table tennis mate and ohh-my-striking-white-specs friend :D

7)Is 1 attached
No.

8) Is 2 detached?
You mean his ears? xD

9) Is 3 not unattached?
I have no idea.

10)Is 4 not undetached?
Attached.

11)Is 5 attached?
No idea haha!

12)Is 2 in love with 1?
LOL NO

13)What would happen if 1-5 are lovers with you?
1) Not les
2) Have you heard of mum and son becoming lovers? thats NONSENSE.
3) Not les!
4) Not les!!
5) I certainly not wanna become Mrs Striking White Specs xD

14)What would happen if 1-5 are enemies with you?
1) TWIN TOWER WOULD COLLASPE
2) I'D HAVE WASTED MY 9 MONTHS CARRYING YOU
3) THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE SO QUIET AND NOBODY TO TALK TO IN MIH
4) NO MORE FUN AND JOY
5) I WILL SELL YOUR WHITE SPECS ;D

15)If you were to die tomorrow what would you say to 1-5
1) i really enjoyed the moments we laughed together and cried together, giving each other support (: i still have many other things to say, come and look for me if you really wanna hear them all hahaha.
2) Son, you will have to be independent now because you do not have anymore parent. Remember to always trust YOURSELF, and NEVER others. Take care and mummy will always be giving you moral support! Please refer to my will. (LOL)
3) I will never forget the times we crazzied together over the phone! (:
4) I will also never forget the awesome moments when we had together (: Please look for me if u want to hear them all too haha.
5) Have the courage to win a girl's heart if you need to! Go for it!

Chloe hereby ban Yeo Sui Guan from quizing me.

Quiz time !

2009-03-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

This quiz is passed from YEO SUI GUAN.

Q1)5 things about the person who passed you this quiz:
1. Small eyes -> Japanese guy xD
2. funnaye and humorous
3. spastic and retarded B-)
4. Awesome at keyboard and guitar
5 Have not returned my earpiece

Q2)When was the last time you last talked to him/her?
Umm. just.

Q3)What do you best like about him/her
Can make people's day with his retardness

Q4)What do you hate most about him/her
Owe me alot of stuffs

Q5)If given a choice would you friend him/her
WE ARE FRIENDS

Q6)When is the last time you see him/her
7th March at his performance

Q7)Your relationship with him/her?
GOOD FRIENDS.

Q8)Pass this quiz to any 9 friends
1Lin!
2SUI GUAN (hahahahaha.)
3Yiheng
4Sean LEE
5Chee Chin
6Lim Yi Hui
7Xu hanzhen
8Jen!
9Amanda Sarah Chin
VERY HARD TO NAME PPL WHO HAVE BLOGS. =/

Q9)One impression of 1 - 9
1 BIMBOTIC AND HYPER GIRLFRIEND
2 SPASTIC AND A NICE FRIEND
3 SMART BRAINS WITH 3 CCAS OMG B-)
4 GENTLEMAN AND ATTEMPT-TO-BE-VERY-MATURE GUY xD
5 QUITE RESERVE SO PLEASE TALK MORE ;D
6 ALWAYS BULLY JUNIORS xD
7 CHILI CRAB YUM YUM
8 GREEN LOVER
9 VERY FUNNY AND COOL JUNIOR

What does 1 like to eat?
Honey bubble tea, Korean rice cake (:

What is 2 afraid of?
ME xD

What is 3 despoing for?
TO GET MARRIED AT 16 hahah omg omg omg!

Does 4 like you?
FRIENDS (:

Do you like 5?
HAHA I LIKE HIS STRIKING SPECS LOL.

A colour to describe 6
PURPLE B-)

An animal to describe 7
CRAB! (issit counted?)

A food to describe 8
DARK CHOCOLATE (:

A Song to describe 9
MAMA-MIA

Are you a parent?
HAVE A VERY NAUGHTY SON. B-)

Is your first kiss still with you?
IT'S IN MY WALLET

How are you feeling now
CRAPPY AND RETARDED :D

Who did you last message
PIPE YEO

Whats your favourite show
THE DAY AFTER AFTER TMR

What was the last game you played
UMM. I DONT THINK I HAVE PLAYED ANY GAME SINCE.....

HAHA YAYYE I AM DONE ((:

2009-03-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

YO MANN!! :)
GUESS WHAT I SAW TODAY ON THE WAY TO TC!
WHILE CROSSING THE ROAD
I SAW THIS GROUP OF DUCKS CROSSING THE ROAD AND THEY ACTUALLY WAITING FOR THE TRAFFIC LIGHT!
I TOOK A PICTURE !!
SO CUTE RIGHT?
OK I PUT IT IN THAT STUPID ISTOCKPHOTO AND IT GO MARK IT WITH ITS ICON
NVM BUT AINT THEY CUTE?
OH YA AND THEN SUDDENLY THERE WAS THIS CRAZY GUY
WHEN I WAS THE BUS STOP
THIS CRAZY GUY WALKED UP TO ME
AND TALKED TO ME

CRAZY GUY:"HI"
ME:"Err..... Hi?"
CRAZY GUY:"have you ever heard of the flying coffee maker?"
ME:"Err.... no"
CRAZY GUY:"oh kay..... *thinks to himself* ok thanks bye"
ME:"bye"

WEIRD RIGHT? WHY WOULD HE ASK ME FOR A FLYING COFFEE MAKER OK NVM
I GOT TO GO MALAYSIA TO CELEBRATE MY GRANDMAS BIRTHDAY BYE!!!

CHLOE DUN KILL ME :)

Silent Concept xD

2009-03-10T14:05:00.004+08:00

YELLO EVERYONE! ;D

Sorry for not updating for eons. yeo sui guan wants me to post. So actually i decided to just type one sentence. But aiya, SUI BIAN lahh. xD
Been bussayye with my post-tests activities. D: and also busy slacking D: After my three-week of tests, i feel something's wrong and weird not studying. =/ baddy bad bad.

Went to see Silent Concept the very AWESOME band on saturday to perform. hahaha. Stupid yeo sui guan come and tell me its a open public performance at the library. End up on THAT VERY DAY, its actually a private function for some library event thingy. So i ended up feel so paiseh there. i came up to the 16th storey, the people there ask for my name. Then i said Chloe Lew, they search for my name in this whole list of names. I was like thinking huhh, need to register one mehh. After a while they couldn't find my name. I said i am their friends. LOL then the person there said, "OHH. Their friends? The three guys performing down there?" i was like, "Errrrrr. yah....." Then she was like "Oh ok i see, come come please proceed there to take a sit." i was like: confused?!?!? HAHAHHA. And i saw there's a reception. Alot of food there. After pok Yeo and friends finished playing "thunder", i was asked by some lady to eat the food there. i was like "OHH NO its okay." HAHAHA. make me so pai seh! cos i am not even the people there! its a private function! Stupid pok yeo! GRRRR. haha. then i was approached to help finish their food another two times. So embarrassed luhh, but of course i rejected! not so thick-skinned ;D And there's this staff who came to me suddenly and said want to take a picture with me. I was "huhh?" then he said "must take with everyone mahh. come come." Then i was like confused and like err ok. take already he asked me so which library branch i helped out in. i was like, "OHH NO NO. i'm not one of the helpers. i am just, THEIR FRIENDS." *feels very pai seh* And he was so DAMN WEIRD CANN. after then i zao from him, i went to sit in the first row and watch silent concept to sing their watever song (haha xD), then that same guy came again and asked me to take a picture with the band. i was like, "oh no no no its ok." then he asked the band, i was like signalling to sui guan "PLEASE SAY NO NO NO". and then the very smart pok yeo told him, "oh she said she dont want." pointing to me somemore. very smart ahh. damn nonsense luhh that guy, so annoying manns, keep asking me take picture. =.= brr not going to say anymore! and YEO SUI GUAN YOU BETTER REMEMBER MY EAR PIECE NEXT TIME. YOU OWE ME SWENSENS. B-)

OHH HAHA this is damn funnaye. When i was leaving right, one of the staff lady asked:
"So how's the food?"
"Ohh i didnt eat." *smiles*
"Really? why not? fasting ahh?"
"Er no." *stunned and amused*

HAHAHA. ok have a nice day! toodles! (:
Silent concept whoo! (attempting-to-be-a-very-big-fan xD)

WHOO B-)

2009-02-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

RJ (RIJC) came down for our training for friendly match today. Miss our seniors awesomely much! The guys were scary. indeed. Very lucky that i didn't got hit by a full-smacked-ball by them. thankgawd. There are coming down next thursday again! whoo! (: Love jialei loads! (:

SLI is TOMORROW. and i had another new role apart from being a philo student, CmPS student, congress member -- SCREAMY GIRL FROM "SGR" SCHOOL (opposite of RGS if you realise.) LOL. 1) Worried about skit. HAHAHHAA. 2) Worried that the speaker will pronounce my "Lew Wan Tyng" weirdly when investing! 3) Worried i would forget my skit lines! haha ok i wont! ;D

Apparently Chloe still feels GREAT/NORMALLY-HIGH/FINE despite this awesome schedule:

2nd March- English test, Biology test, Physics test
4th March - Geography test
5th March - Maths Graded Assignment
6th March - Chemistry SPA test

6 tests next week. Chloe is so gonna survive through this. Pray my brains. whoo B-) Toodles dudes! ;D *waves*

Saturday

2009-02-21T22:18:00.005+08:00

6.45am Wake up
7.30am-10.30am Cheerleading
11.15am-2.30pm TC and Modern Jazz
4.30pm-6.30pm Learning Lab

Apparently i love my TLL class because its so hilarious ;D have awesome people and funny people ;D and this very lame and retarded (he admitted it) sia zong ye, who just bought this CAMERA for $XXXX in CASH today. i really wondered how he fitted his 'n' amount of notes in his wallet. hahaha.

Had 2 SLI rehearsals last week and 1 more this coming week. D: student invest gonna be next friday! = no lessons ;D PB is performing this HILARIOUS SONG (which i shall not disclose) and PSB is presenting some song-dance/actions thing. haha. House capts and CCA leaders are performing a SKIT. and apparently i am the philosphy student, congress ppl, CmPS student inside the skit. THANK GOD that i am not the one who said "Oh no i dropped my lego in the sea!" xD omgomgomg gah ha ha ha thats really funnily lame xD

Ok nvm i am talking random stuffs which is quite hard to understand. bleah bleah i'm gonna drink coffee to keep myself awake to study. D: tired today D:
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1:41am
Sorry. i dont actually intend to post this emo one. But ohhwells. i just feel like ranting. (: let me be. Miss my close friends. Just saw her blog. really long posts. so i didnt really read it in detail. i miss her, totally.
the many-fullstops weren't intended. i feel like just slamming my head on the keyboard and sk myself to wake up at times, to stop slacking and get to work. i ended up doing nothing much today at all. or rather -- nothing, except for my few questions of maths and copying of bio notes.
i dont suppose i am facing a down-wave currently. if i am, i would have break down. have you ever seen me breaking down? you wouldn't want to. (:
hotmail sucks. sry if this doesnt fit anywhere in this section.
last monday was the end of zonals season and last week was also the start of SAs week. assesments coming up every week. I just flunk (like totally) chem. higher chinese was OK. if i ever pass that chem test, i am going to treat myself a day off watching recorded videos at home.
apparently i kept telling myself to do at least one of the optional SS FAs that my teacher had assigned. but i kept procrastinating. Shyt chloe. you SHANT do that next time. I have realised that i have really bad time management this year. when was the last time i ever laughed so heartily? when was the last time i ever smiled throughout a whole day? when was the last time i ever feel satisfied with myself? i am currently disappointed at myself so far. and i have never ever written so chunky in one para before cos i hate it to be so unorganized.
Set a goal, and get a direction in life. Throughout one's journey, family and friends can never be neglected. determination. perserverance. you will never suceed if you are just a leaf. Chloe, please wake up.
2:01am

monk-ayyes

2009-02-08T11:49:00.004+08:00

The previous post WASN'T me i swear. is this particular bobo who has been MIA-ing for very long and suddenly reappeared again. xD anyway. Eunice GOH did a very GREAT AND AWESOME job to my gmail. Especially the subject title and the snap preview of the what she wrote in the email. hahahahahaha. so funnaye! :D
I still have TONS of work waiting for me. D: Having math PT meeting later. So i am going to munch on my nasi lemak now! :D Chem assignment is REAL HARD. D: Maths assignment is blehh. Yesterday's wedding dinner wasted 6 hours of my precious time when i could have used that time to finish up all my damn homeworks. =/ OHHMYDAWD. i realised i havent learn my ting xie. ZOMGZOMG. and my hotmail is lagging. as always. haha what a noob hotmail. :D tmr having another match against HIH. yayye yayye, gonna miss PHILOSOPHY lesson! :D HAHAHAHA. yeahh manns! okayyes TOODLES everyone! ;D loveloves!

HELLO :D

2009-02-08T00:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO !!

I WENT TO MALAYSIA YESTERDAY AND GUESS WHAT

I BOUGHT A NEW iPHONE!!!!!

DUN BE JEALOUS!!!! :) BOOO BOOO GAAAGAAA

Day 1: RG vs Ang Mo Kio

2009-02-03T21:29:00.005+08:00

okayye this post is one day late. =/ Yesterday was my pre-sick day. So today i woke up with my very AWESOME throat and my very MELODIOUS voice. The best thing is while i was having my breakfast my mummy gave me a vitamin C, and instead of CHEWING ON IT, i have totally no idea what was a daydsreaming of and i SWALLOWED IT. LOL hahhahahah. how greatt was that. *shakes head to regain conscious* hahahah xD

ANYWAY. BACK TO YESTERDAY. ;D RG won AMK 5:0. yayye RGTT! (: Everyone played well and cheered well! (: I had funn taking candid shots of many people. xD and here's one! :D (sorry hanzhen and yi hui. i borrow you all for this time kayyes xD)

Up to you on how you decipher this picture xD SO, tomorrow Bdiv have two matches, against Mayflower and Gan Eng Seng. (: jiayou Bdiv! must jian chi yupp! (: Apparently this year's south zone has fewer girl's team from various school. so i was kind of shock to see guys team yesterday. if not, just purely one day day for girl's team. 6 tables, 4 tables guys, 2 tables girls. LOL. how greatt was that. Girls team: RG, Cedar, Gan Eng Seng, Ang Mo kio, HIH. Boys team: RI, cat high, ACS(I), St. Gabriels, SJI, Mayflower, Gan Eng Seng?, Ang Mo kio?. Guys team more competitive then girls i guess. anyway, gotta finish up my homeworks. (: Toodles! ;D

Who are we proud of?
RGTT!!

2009-01-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

Okayye, Chloe went through kinda a "hell" for the past three days handling school work and team's stuffs. Competition is starting this coming Monday, RG vs AMK. RG gotta win! yeahh! :D Now there's some huge hidden confusion of jerseys admin lol lol. Hope you are still surviving well Nat! ;D hehehe!

Had my first lesson at TLL today. haha. my teacher's young, nice, friendly, funnaye haha. Apparently all the aother four girls in my class are from RV, so i'm the only RG girl there. bleahx ><>

Rachel Tan was so hilarious on thursday when i offered her a chewing gum. She rejected my offer because she claims she doesn't not like it, but hates the part when she has to SPIT IT OUT, and it feels very AWKWARD hahaha! ZOMG LOL. first time i hear someone said that hahah.

I felt accomplished because i have finished my summary, math ws, and learned ting xie. Ohh, i'm gonna have my FIRST ting xie after 2 years. HAHAHA imagine how slack (mean no offence) my sec 2 and sec 3 teachers were, did not even give a single ting xie. HEHS :D

Tag replies
SEAN: thanks so much ahh. you gotta get yours SOON. anticipate it! hurhur B-) see, you so famous already, now so many ppl are so fascinated by your NOTOTRIOUS spam. xD
YING NA: yo love! haha you seems so high everyday LOL. keep your HIGHness for monday too okayye! hahah!
AMANDA SARAH CHIN: haha heyy junior! (: your locely name is so long!! haha :D and what you mean i really look like chloe? hahah LOL!
LIN: hahah okayye okayye you shall tell me your gossips and all on monday. hold it there! wait for me! :D
PIPES: hahahhahahahahaahahhaahha evil!

I just ate a Ferrero Rocher and is craving for another!
Toodles everyone! B-)

I'm back! ;D

2009-01-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

Back from malaysia 2 hours ago! ;D Was jamming. as predicted. and i don't get why the new route between singapore and malaysia so complicated. what a bad design. tsk tsk.
Happy Moo Year everyone! ;D My stay wasn't very nice as always cos the mosquitos seems to love singapore's blood than their country's. My cousins didnt get any AT ALL whereas i got like alot which you would'nt want to know. (i wore long pants when i slept! grr.)
Anyway, not alot of exciting photos this time, unlike taiwan. =/ tmr can wear home clothes to school! yayye! and my kor kor is driving me back from school OMG! ;D he just got his license a week ago ;D
I miss everyone! D: okayye gotta dinner now. pretty short post sorraye D:

Toodles!CHLOEE ((:

2009-01-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

Chloe's going back to M'sia tmr right after school yupp yupp. will be spending two nights at my house in KL then go back to johor for 2 nights, staying at my grandps's house. Looking forward to put out fireworks in the sky and will try to take many pics and upload here! ;D
Zonals starting on 2nd feb. RGTT gonna fight and win! ((: yeahh!
ok thats a random one-line-sentence. anyway, this shall be a short post and here are the tag replies:

MABEL: sorry for late reply! life's been OKAYYE. haha. ups and downs. sec 4 stresssss ;D how about you! (:

EK: ok i really wonder how cat high ppl study until chao pro. LOL.

YIHUI: my OBS instructor was Birin. he very nice! you didnt get him right. haha anyway you looked super tan hahaha. and i bet you wanna go back OBS so you dont's need to face your teachers everyday right! hurhur. dont think i dont know!

LIN: hahaha ask eGOH how to post! i dont wanna create friendster/facebook cos very hard to maintain! >.<>

Bryan: ok so you highlighted. *fumes* haha OH and GUESS WHAT. I'm going for TLL lessons starting on 31st JAN. LOL LOL.

Byye everyone! toodles! ((:
lovesloves!
Chloee.
Feel like munching oreo. ;D

11:38pm

2009-01-19T23:25:00.005+08:00

Hello, really have no idea why am i blogging at this random timing. okayye just feel random. was studying for physics test tmr. the two whole stacks of questions wasn't well-completed, so was just looking at the answers and trying to absorb them. went to jog in the afternoon to knock my head awake. guess it didn't really work because i am feeling tired like since 10.30pm. zomg. random random random. blah blah blah. Having RGTT sec 1 introduction tmr. hope everything goes well. dont feel like going to school. and i feel like drinking orange juice right now. Mind is swirling, everything inside is in a mess. helpless. weak. maybe i need some milo.

Poof. sorry for a crappy post. chloe's gonna sleep now. Sorry poeple, i will try to post happy posts next time when i am happening. hehs. toodles. I feel, scared. please don't make me feel so intimidated anymore.
Tyng.

first week of school

2009-01-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

Had a tired and exhausted week. had maths test today, not really hard because i did studied. yes, chloe did, after feeling so stress over this 8% and double weightage maths test which lasted for 60 minutes. I am starting to feel kind of stress though its just the beginning of school year (ok maybe self-created). will only be having less than 8 months before end-of-years. i would just die if i dont hit 3.2 this year. So i have been working really hard, starting from beginning of this week -- completing all my homeworks best beforehand, read all notes given, do extra research and take more iniative to improve my languages etc. and hope that chloe wont collapse halfway through 2009. This week had been tiring. Indeed. i swear i did not go online for a week. i am trying to sleep more. if i can.

Today's kind of annoying and all. school, test, training till 8pm. Also feeling extra crappy due to some other thing which is changing my mood to some hell. plus came online and wanted to catch up with some friends, ended up with some uneccessary thing happened.

To-Do:
1) 11-pages long social studies notes
2) 3- pages long maths notes
3) maths assignment 1
4) chem SPA worksheet
5) physics class ex. assignment
6) 10-pages long physics waves/optics/sound revision
7) 14-pages long physics mechanics revision
8) higher chinese vocab worskeet
9) philosophy notes
10) file all worskheets

11) sleep now.

Today is so funnaye! xD

2009-01-09T18:51:00.003+08:00

During physics block today, me alifya and afiqah had a VER AMUSING conversation. I am sitting in the middle, with alifya and afiqah beside me. Alifya was talking to afiqah saying that she forgot to order the malay newspaper or sth.
Alifya: Shit, i forgot to order the ....... (don't know whats it called. haha)
me: huh what what what?
afiq: is the malay newspaper. your one is lian he zao bao right?
me: omg how you speak so fluently!
alifya: eh come come come, tell me what is it in chinese?
me: lian he zao bao
alifya: lian he zao bao (speaking very fluently too) (alifya and afiq are malays)
me: omg y'all can pronounce it so well!
alifya: ya we know how to speak chinese.
afiq: and cos during malay class we always speak chinese, then our teacher kepp scolding us.
me: ohhhhh, i see. (I ACTUALLY REALLY BELIEVED IT I SWEAR.)
afiq: OMG CHLOE YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE?!?!?!!! HAHAHA! alifya! chloe believes you know!
me: .......damn..... cheated once again....

Today had no training! (: So i stayed back in school to finish up all my homeworks as to avoid end-up-sleeping-at-home-with-the-awesome-nice-weather-or-with-only-4.5hrs-of-sleep-yesterday. So i stayed in class and Selena Tan came to join me! ;D It was so darn funnaye i swear. Cheryl Koh came to entertain at first hahaha. She came back from this talk that she missed and was STRESSING over whether to apply for the taiwan camp thing or not. Selena and I were just staring at her screaming and all LOL!! Selena end up screaming with her too xD hahaaha. and i was like asking them stop being so retarded! xD Then cheryl koh's npcc friend came to our class to find her. and then her friend was waiting for her like SUPER LONG to pack up and go. hahahaha. Cheryl koh was suppose to go and change for her RS outdoor trip.End up selena said, "How come you like take your things out and put back again? Just now i see you put your things in, now i see you like taking everything out again." LOL!!! HAHAHA. cheryl koh damn funnaye. Then she keep, "AIYAHHHHH!!!!!" like super stress! hahaha! ;D

After cheryl koh went, selena and i stayed back in class till 4.15pm to study. Actually, we talked for around 30 minutes and only studied for around 2 hrs only haha. We talked about loads of interesting stuffs! ;D heeheehee! It was so funn, keep laughing at stupid things also! Selena was doing maths in pencil, then she end up using correction tape! She was like, "Eh shit! why i use correction tape where its pecncil?!" haha then i laughed at her. Few minutes later, i was using pencil to do maths too. and i ENDED UP USING CORRECTION TAPE TOO. =/ so i was like, "EH SHIT. why did i use correction tape also! aiya selena see lahh! you pass your disease to me." Then she reply, "haha come come, i try to help you erase it away, i erased mine away." i was like ???. end up she couldn't manage to erase it and i said, "cos my correction tape too zai already!" B-) haha. I promised selena to have our study session every wednesday after school heh heh! ;D WHOO! darn funnaye! ;D

Chloe did not cry on her 2nd day of school.

2009-01-05T18:03:00.010+08:00

Chloe fell down during icebreakers and had a 10cmX5cm abrasion on her right leg.
.This year's class exco nominations had made me doubt myself .whether i had served my class well for the whole of last year. .Not that i really wanted to continue to be a class chair this .year or want the leadership points, but is more of the others. .I was very hurt when i realised the fact. Maybe i am over .sensitive on this, but well, yes i am really hurt about it. Maybe .my class dont think this way that i hadn't done a good job, but .to some if they think i hadn't, just to tell you that i had really .put in my heart and soul in serving my class last year. It wasn't .easy dealing with a few uncoorperative people in the class. It .wasn't easy dealing with last year's sudden-big-loads-of- .things-assigned-to-class-chairs. It wasn't easy handling events .that need the whole class' coorperation. Yeahh, i am some .sort of person who expects people to appreciate what i have .done. But maybe i haven't done a really good job. If i hadn't, i .promise i will really make a good captain for RGTT. Physically .and emotionally hurt.
End of Story.

2009

2009-01-04T21:55:00.003+08:00

My mummy has agreed to allow me to join cheerleading. but with many many conditions. anyway, YAYYE, CHEERLEADING ;D
Year 2009 gonna be filled with many thingos:
Excitement, anticipation, stress, joys, laughter, tears etc.
Chloe has many commitments now but she is gonna put in all her heart and efforts into it. (:
Chloe will not be spending so much time talking on the phone anymore.
Chloe will be only going online during weekends, unless with exceptions during weekdays.
Chloe will not throw her temper anyhow at the end of each day especially to her family members just because she is tired or crashed.
Chloe will definitely not neglect her good besties in spite of her many commitments.
Chloe will work hard for every single test despite of their weightage.
Chloe will set her priorities right.
Chloe will not be able to go out as often as year 2008.
Chloe will not cry as much as year 2008.
Chloe will be strong enough to overcome all stresses and obstacles that are yet to come.
Chloe will lead RGTT well with nat and sylvia.
Chloe will always try to maintain her smile on her face no matter what happens. ;D

Chloe knows she CAN! (: YAYYE.

Tag Replies (:

2009-01-01T18:51:00.005+08:00

First of all, i would like to REALLY THANK my AWESOME buddies who have given me the support and encouragement for me to join cheerleading, esp Jennifer, Sean, Sylvia, Nat, Ek Kiat, Han Zhen, Yi Hui etc.
BOOO BOOO GAAA GAAA BOOO! :) GUESS WHO AM I :)
JIAMING: ohh heyy there! long time no see too. I BET YOU DUN NOE!
CHEECHIN: haha yeahh WHALE, i remembered eventually. and thanks alot for the nike shirt you bought with sean. (:HAHAHA YOU ARE SO LUCKY IF YOU SEE THIS
EK: anyhow, i have a strong feeling of attachment with my blog. (: its my diary.
LIN: haha you and your EDWARD. ;D i thought you have watched? I watched it over the computer cos it seems like everyone have watched it! D: and its quite disappointing exactly, cos they cut HELL LOADS of parts from the book. Annoying. Hmph. =/ BECUZ IM GOINNA TELL
SHERRY: HAHA really mehh? i thought you all two laughed the most LOL. xD maybe i didnt realise i am also very noisy? xD watch with you other movies some other days yeahh! (: sorry i watched twilight over my pathetic-comp already >< U CHLOES DEEPEST DARKEST
SYLVIA: Thanks lot MOO MOO! (: you are my MOO MOO forever! ;D love yer! (: SECRET
YI HUI: YEAHH GO TO TAIWAN! ((: Happy new year too! LOL. thanks, and you too kayyes! JIAYOU for THIS YEAR also kayyes! ;D Keep it up my dear secretary! xD SO STAY TUNED
NAT: HAHAH yeahh, me and my brother very spastic HEHS. xD and thanks too nat! i think my mummy is gonna answer me YES! i hope! GO TARBET! ;DTO THE NEXT POST! :)
CRABBY: hahahaa i know XU HAN ZHEN very good in making ppl smile. (: THANKS YO. must give me CHILI! xD

HAVE A GREAT 2009 AHEAD!
LOVE EVERYONE! TOODLES! <33 style="COLOR: rgb(153,153,255)">SPARKIES YO B-)

Charming.

2008-12-30T22:59:00.005+08:00

Today is a weird day. IDK why it turned out like THAT. i have no idea. whatever. shall talk about things today.

Woke up at 6.30am today. Spent more than supposed-to-be-time brushing up and changing, end up 6.50am i was like "forget it, i am not gonna take a bus. god knows when 54 arrives." So i walked to j8 and took a MRT, reaching school with my half-eaten-and-half-uneaten wholemeal bread. reached school at 7.30am for some briefing to all CCA leaders, end up 7.45am then start. waited in the canteen after that for CCAO to begin. CCAO begun, my voice was tired and sore from shouting, ended up going to Judo's booth to learn some basic techniques for slamming ppl down from Ong Yan Lin ;D so funn i tell you. maybe i should have gone to Judo. HAHA. (i think i have great potential. B-) haha) then christine and afiq came to find me, telling me about cheerleading details and all, and if my mummy allows me for cheerleading. told them i will go back and ask.

CCAO ended, RGTT went for lunch. well, actually only 12 ppl went for lunch. haha. ate already and went back to school for Appraisals at 2pm. Aprraisals went well, phew. (: Would like to thank my vice-captains Nat and Slyvia for their ever-important-presence. (: supposed to be rather formal event thing for whole team, end up only 12 present, and everyone smiling and laughing away throught. LOL. had funn though. haha. abit amusing and humorous! ;D went out well, considering that this is the first time RGTT held Appraisals! B-) Love everyone (: Meaningful, enriching, funn. (:

Had training after that. felt quite sian cos i wasnt in my good form. lost here win there. lost here win there. Coach had been getting abit stressed up and bad mood due to upcoming competitions in end Jan. Came to me and asked me, "Thursday and friday no training? Thursday public holiday rest i can understand. but friday?! why no training?! now compeititon nearing and still no training?!" i was like, okayye...... mr ng told me that.... just conveying the message to you..... but nvm..... felt abit yuan1 wang4 wth. not like i declared that public holiday then no training right. so i was like "Will help you check with him..." sian-with-another-n.

Came back from training, really tired. legs worn out. like totally. physically and mentally tired. ohhmydawd. like what-the-hell-to-this-long-day-today. then i ate fruits. then dinner. while dinner-ing, i started to ask my mum about cheerleading, AGAIN. (you will get it why its again, and again.)

"Mummy, can i join cheerleading?"
Straight without hesistation, "No."
"Why? next year its the only year that i can join, you know, mummy."
"Next year you will very very busy, you have no time for it."
I didnt say anything further. decided to find out more details from christine and and persuade her next time. I have been always wanting to join cheerleading since sec 2, or rather actually p6.

siann-with-another-n.

sec 1 i want to go for try-outs for the year next. But my mum disagreed with me because i can't even manage my studies well, scoring way below average from an average RGS girl.

Sec 2 i went for try-outs for the year next, i got in. But my mum disagreed because my studies had-just-been-stablised-in-a-sense-of-improving.

This year, Sec 3, i went again for try-outs for next year, i got in. But my mum still disagree because next year i will be very busy with commitments -- trainings, modern jazz, TC, Captain etc.

1. This year and next year is gonna be no big difference. i have modern jazz this year, so does next year. i have TC this year, so does next year. i have leadership postition this year, so does next year. whats the very BIG difference? yet, i still can improve this year during mid-years to end-of-years.
2. Cheerleading prac is only once per week, duration of 4 hours. Only when nearing sprts festival, pracs will intensify. and its only thorughout HALF A YEAR.
3. Cheerleading prac ends right after sports fest, which is july. meaning, only spend half a year.
4. Christine had allowed me to not go for every single prac sessions cos i am fast in catching up steps. And only when they need me, they will ask me to go over.
5. i have always wanted cheerleading. i have the passion for it. Its like another form of dance, which helps me to relax esp whenever i am stressed out.
6. Next year sec 4 is my only last year i can have the chance to join. talk about JC? fat hope for me.

I'm torn apart. I'm annoyed. Annoyed by people doubting me whether i can cope if i join cheerleading. Cant y'all give me the support instead? Cant y'all understand my 6 reasons above? Cant y'all have some confidence in me?

A weird day. with mixed emotions and feelings. definitely is.

TAIWAN. as promised (:

2008-12-27T23:13:00.020+08:00

I SHALL LET THE PHOTOS DO THE SAYS. ;D

This set of lunch cost $8.90 at T3

Closing to tawan, a view from the aeroplane. its so pretty right?!?ZOMG, the clouds are AMAZING.

i am freezing at first. but the scene behind is in xi men ding. (: where our hotel is located.

Their wonderful english translation xD

The hotel provided this look-like-packet-of-chilli-sauce-toothpaste. haha.

haha. this one very FUNNAYE. ;D

Unlike s'pore, taiwan have MANY "bustops" at one place. haha. see the poles with the bus numbers and all.

At Jiu3 Fen4 (a place mostly eat and shop. awesome place)....

WOOW.

My brother, bought this sausage, claims that its too CHAO TAH. and so he returned it and asked for another one.

*Feels very satisfied*

This shop we ate at (for lunch) is AMAZING. got puppies in a corner,

LOADS of photos of the lady boss,

serving this S$5 bowl of 5 meat balls, with huge sizes,

pretty scenery from high high up! (:

narrow alleys

see the thingy spinning around above the food? haha, so cute! its to chase the flies and all ;D

ZOMG. B-)

Trying to advertise --- retardedly xD

My brother and me. HAHAA. spastic xD

In another place called Ji1 Long2...

Alot of food stalls too

We bought this huge crab and ate it. GOODNESS. see the centre thingo in this pic? hahaaa. its the crab's legs!

In the train (not MRT, not bullet train), i realised ppl are ALLOWED to eat. and OOPS, that women saw me. ;D

Another spastic pose. my mummy was behind my brother, doing the rabbit ears HAHAHA.

Ah Zhong Mian Sian, very awesome mian4 sian4 there. no tables, no chairs. ppl just eat standing, finish bowl, put into the bin (shown below)

see the red bucket? haha. the 'bin' for bowls.

Along the streets, there are MANY illegal stalls. so whenever they see police patrolling, they quickly push their 'trolley' and siam straight away! HAHA! very cute. its amazing how they live playing "hide and seek" with the police everyday. ;D

Tai Bei MRT Station.

My train tickets. (:

inside the seats are like aeroplane kind. and the space is WAY BIGGER than SQ.

haha my daddy, with this huge map.

Taroko National Park......

HEE HEE ;D

The driver said this is the Wei3 Da4 de4 Jian4 Zhu4 Wu4 ---- TOILET! LOL.

My brother likes to take pics of me abnormally. but i just realised my hair is really long ;D

LOOK AT THIS CLOSELY. do you see an INDIANA? Hair, eyes, nose, mouth? ((:

LOOK CAREFULLY. (upper foreground) do you see a back of an chimpanzee? ((:

shouting "Shi4 Jie4 Zhe4 Me4 Da4" from one show. ;D

Then my dad was like, "eh girl, must do with big actions when you shout."

"Nvm luhh" then i walk away. LOL. xD

SPASTIC. xD

At this shopping mall platform third storey..... (where the camwhoring takes place)

my-sir-stamford-raffles-failed-attempt.

LOL.

Played around with this "BENQ" building very far away! (:

Leaning ;D

FLYING LOL!

Trust me, i think the tree will be the one which will fly away.

Jump shots! ;D

Supposed to appear like i am leaning against taipei 101 building. but realised abit off. haha

Eating the "BENQ" xD

In SQ. my brother bought this kuala for his gf. then got empty seat beside me.
Kor: Ohh mei mei, lets put the kuala on the seat.
Me: HAHA okayye! now put seat belt! xD

Tag replies (:

2008-12-27T17:02:00.002+08:00

EVERYONE: yo all! ;D i have came back from taiwan yesterdaynight night! and i will update about it tonight! cos my annoying brother just took my camera away outside today and i cant put up the pictures right now. GAHH. wait for it kayyes! ;D

LIN: Gahh i have yet to experience snowy whether! manns! haha bella? she is so indecisive and all. like two-timing LOL. abit bad! grr. anyway you seen the movie yet? many ppl who have read the book before watching quite disappointed haha. I HAVENT WATCH TWILIGHT. *fuming*

EK: Yeahh its awesome! taste really good. lucky the figurine not battery operated. if not its not so cute-with-its-automatics and need to change batteries alot HAHA.

SHERRY: Heyy ha-ha-ha-junior! xD today movie you were........ MAD?! haha! you laugh until so loud! the people infront and behind you keep staring at you LOL. you and ying na ahh.. TSK TSK TSK. need to tape y'all two mouths next time xD

PIPE: you imposter! what curry nonsense manns you. LOL. so obvious hahaha. and you are MAD uhh? tagged at 4:33am. ZOMG luhh you. bored until like that?! LOL! haha. ;D

ELAINE: ohh okayyes! (: today outing was so FUNNAYE! HAHAH! ;D <33

SEAN': haha sui guan is crapping LOL. and you KNOW that. hahaha.

QIQI: ohh heyy qiqi!!! missed you! haha ohhrights! see you in school within a week's time! ohhmanns! dread it! ><

2008-12-25T19:59:00.003+08:00

YO IM BORED....
ON BEHALF OF CHLOE (SINCE SHE IS NOT IN SINGAPORE
AND WILL NOT SMS ) I WOULD LIKE TO WISH
EVERYBODY A HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MAY YOUR DREAMS ALL COME TRUE!!
IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHO AM I
THEN SLOWLY GUESS! :)

Taiwan here i come! ;D

2008-12-21T11:45:00.003+08:00

YO LOVELIES! :D

I will be heading off to taiwan tmr! my flight is 12noon AND so i will be spending 3.5 hours shopping in T1, T2 and T3 whoomanns! Will be touching down in singapore this friday around 11plus! so yepp! wont be contactable!

Dont miss me kayyes! xD

TOODLES! B-)

Lurves,
Chloeeee!

Grouchy

2008-12-18T14:09:00.009+08:00

URGHH. went to see the doctor yesterday morning. sore throat and cough. and i'm on antibiotics. My brother was the best yesterday morning, snatch my blanket down my bed. (his "bed" is movable with wheels underneath and is lower than my proper bed. and he was sleeping in my room.) so i was so cold until i woke up early. then he woke up, keep waking me(esp when he knows its early for me) up cos he is jealous that i can manage to sleep longer than him every morning. grr. who knows i have to see the doctor that morning then my mummy ask him bring me go see doctor. such an idiot. haha.

Feeling no difference today, still feeling tired and sleepy. had MC dont need go for training. the weather is particulary HOT today.
Have family photo shoot this coming saturday evening.
Probably going to pack for my Taiwan trip tmr, with Breaking Dawn in my luggage. (:
Sorry ppl who sms me, cos nowadays i very lazy to reply or even touch my phone haha. =/
I am using my brother's phone and i hate typing with it. No choice still cos i got bored using my own phone so i decided to change. (: And my brother is using one of the extra phones we have.
Feel like porridge! ;D
My whole fam is so BONDED i tell you. one fall sick, the rest start to fall sick. My brother is the last man standing. Aunt->Daddy->Grandma->Mummy->Me.
Zomiezomgzomg.
Shall i cook porridge tonight?
Cant wait for Taiwan trip and RGTT outing ;D whoomygollyzomg. B-)

Toodles! ;D

Wednesday, 17 December
Happy Birthday teohan! LOL xD
Help me say get well to your ankle!
Hohoho.

Classic ;D

2008-12-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

Room: Rosie
Toilet: Tammy
Bed: Belle
Pillow: Pammy
Bolster: Becky
Desk: Dee Dee
Chair: Cherry

I have just finished Twilight 3 days ago and finished New Moon yesterday. :D *feeling achieved* Both are SPLENDID! (though twilight more exciting). Twilight did give me chills esp the last part partly because i read it after 12am. hahaha. so i was along in my room like yeahh. hahaha.

ECLIPSE! cant wait to touch it. (:

Woke up this morning with a uncomfortable sore throat. gahhs. no idea i got it from haha. These few days have been COLD and CHILLY. *bbrrrrrr* yesterday went paragon and robinsons to look at my brother's expensive watch. i ended up sitting down most of the time (while they are looking at watches) reading New Moon. LOLS. so thats why i read pretty fast. (well, fast for me at least. i am really a slow reader. >< )

To-Do:
1. Chem holiday assignments
2. Maths
3. English
4. Newspaper
5. Tidy my clothes in my drawer
6. Eclipse
7. Watch horror dvd with brother

Munchmunch.
Wow. really alot. haha. now is 12:23pm. Toodles! ;D mojojojo.

YOLALALADOMO

2008-12-09T22:47:00.005+08:00

RGTT blog is finally up and done. haha Ying Na was so cute. Created the blog and told me sorry blogskin very ugly. I go and take a look, its a cupcake picture at the top left hand corner :D Super funnaye. Anyway now isnt any cupcakie blogskin! (: RGTT is love! (:

Was pretty impressed today during training. Everyone seems extra serious haha (: Which is good and cool to see the hall constantly being heard of pingpong balls smacking here and there. Hehs. CCA shirts came today like FINALLY. Me and yitong spent half and hour trying to sort them out, the no. of extra shirts we should have, those missing orders and what not. Haha. And sam still owe me $320! xD Shirt supposed to be $12. end up because the supplier screw up alot of times, like MC during the day of delivery and all the nonsense, he cut down the price by two dollars. So is $10. But with 7% GST so $10.70 -.- LOL. Then today Yi Tong suppose to meet the supplier in school at 2pm. End up he smsed Yi Tong say sorry he only can reach at like 2.30pm of something like that. So poor Yi Tong was like WTH and waited for the clock to tick by. Anyway, its AWESOME manns! i mean the shirt. ;D Thank you Nat who designed it! (:

Zonals is starting end Jan. I hope i wont screw up during first term. Daddy getting me tuition for the first time ever since i stopped having them during p6. Going Learning Lab for English starting next year Jan. Have maths test second week of school. Pressures from coaches are starting to come up. and all the nonsense. Holidays here i am rotting at home most of the time. Pretty hard and scared to touch my newly-14-assessments-books-given-by-my-cousin.
Me: Mummy, so many i cannot so finish lehh
Mum: Aiya nvm its okay, just take all of them. try your best and do as much as you can can already.
Shall just look forward to trainings where i can let out my craziness and wait for taiwan trip to come. (:

Ohmyzomies. i was on the phone just now and was screaming like mad donkey. My father came downstairs and heard me screaming, and guess what manns. HE IMITATED ME SCREAMING LOL. super funnaye! HAHA. He screamed with his attempted-high-voice HAHAHA. My mummy isnt feeling very today. Guess its either the annoying weather or not enough sleep, like cannot sleep at night. Ohhwells, my grandmama just fell asleep in the room with the TV still on HAHA. its always the case esp at night LOL. gooliechomchommunchmuchbaaah. Get well soon mummy! (: Chloe shall be a good girl and read her book. ;D Rosie here i come! ;D (FYI, rosie is my room) (:

BYYE yollies!B-)

Quiz

2008-12-01T22:46:00.005+08:00

1. The person who passed you this quiz is...
XU HANZHEN (:
2. Your relationship with him/her is....
My junior haha.
3. Your 5 impressions of him/ her:
1) Looks quiet but inside quite nonsense actually ;D
2) Loves talking bout the latest who(junior)-crush-who(senior)
3) Amusing (:
4) Quite talkative :D
5) Always have a calm/dao face xD
4. The most memorable thing he she has done for you:
Made me smile with all her nonsense during training (:
5. The most memorable words he she has said to you:
"Oh you know ahh....."
6. If she becomes your lover, you will...
(I am straight btw.) Make her tell me all her secrets! (i know she have TONS. hur hur xD)
7. If she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on...
Be more talkative like me ;D
8. If she becomes your enemy....
I will smack her with ping-pong ball every training xD
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
Idk?
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is...
Transfer her tall genes to me!
11. Your overall impression of him her is....
A friendly junior with inside humour (:
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Erm mad? Lol. No idea!
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
My passion for dance, fun-loving family, being in RGTT, awesome friends (:
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
Very unstable sometimes.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
just ME (:
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...
I'm gonna hug you! :D love yer! (:
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...
1) Wen Hui
2) Sui Guan
3) Eunice GOH
4) Jennifer
5) Natalie
6) Rasyidah
7) Sarah
8) Sean Lee
9) Chee Chin
10) Sherry
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment?
Rasyidah: Nobody i guess.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Chee Chin: male
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Sarah and Sherry: both are girls, and if they ARE, it wouldnt e a good thing lols.
21. How about no.8 and 5?
Sean and Nat: Woow. They can be. No idea manns! LOL.
22. What is no.2 studying?
Sui Guan: How to get his credits so he wouldnt have to treat me macs xD
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
eGOH: just yesterday! asking if 12pm come my house for RS project haha.
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Sean: Umm. Not very sure. I know is CHINESE. maybe jay chou recently?
25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
Wen Hui: 1 younger sister and 1 younger brother. both equally crazayye as her ;D
26. Will you woo no.3?
I'm straight yo.
27. How about no.7?
LOL i dont go for females manns.
28. Is no.4 single?
Jen: HAHAHA. well, she isnt single! ;D
30. What is the hobby of no.4?
Jen: Writing (:
31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Nat and Chee Chin: Dont think they really know each other though.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Sui Guan: Institute of Future Househusbands
33. Say something casually about no.1
Wen Hui: A crazayye banana whom i love to talk to ;D
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Sean: Those who know me should know.
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Toa Payoh
36. What colour does no.4 like?
Jen: GREEN, like totally haha.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Nat and Wen Hui: They dont know each other!
38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Sarah and Sui Guan: They dont know each other haha
39. How do you get to know no.2?
Sui Guan: During primary 5 as an ANNOYING guy in my class. xD
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Wen Hui: Maybe a frog or a fish LOL. xD
41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
Sarah: HAHA. Idk. see her dance!
42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
Jen and Nat: i think they would rather date a ping-pong ball.
43. Say something more about no.6...
Rasyidah: a girl who likes to move with me on the dance floor.
44. What is your relationship with no.9...
Chee Chin: Friends.
45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from:
1) Wen Hui - Pei Chun
2) Sui Guan - Nanyang
3) Eunice GOH - Ai Tong
4) Jennifer - St. nicks
5) Natalie - Nanyang
6) Rasyidah - ><><>
7) Sarah - ><
8) Sean Lee - Maris Stella
9) Chee Chin - Pei Chun
10) Sherry - St. Nicks
46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
Sherry: Chop her? LOL ;D just kidding (:
47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
Jennifer, Chee Chin (?)
48.How did you first met no.3?
Eunice: First day of school in sec 2 ((:
49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
Eunice and Sherry: i will be amused. LOL.
50. Last question! What would you do if no.10 tells you she is pregnant?
Sherry: i cant wait to see how cute is her baby dinosaur ;DD

I'M DONE XU HANZHEN. ((:

Fruity Fab :D

2008-11-27T23:03:00.005+08:00

YO SUNSHINES! haha ok i am just being random. Mango had been bugging me blog so i finally gave up and here i am, blogging just to please him. grrr. hehs.

So yupp, let me introduce my another fruit! :D WENHUI the banana. :D anyway, the three of us durian mango and banana went out on monday. haha and that was the FIRST time i see wenhui for like err 7 years?!?!! (was in the same class during p3 in peichun before i transferred out to nanyang) cool manns. but i still can recognise her when we met at bishan interchange hahaha. and we met at 11.30am. before that when i was at home the smart mango called me and said he reaching plaza sing already which was like 11.10am when we we all were suppose to meet there at 12pm! he the best manns. round of applause. ;D

After that sui guan said he was waiting for us outside More Than Words. So me and wenhui went up there, and then immediately saw this GUY, sitting on the bench outside the shop, listening to some gawd-knows-what-music till when we purposely walk past him TWICE, he dont even know manns! (He claimed that he was sleeping...??!?!) LOLS. So we wanted to go and eat YOSHINOYA first since yeo sui guan has been craving it for like damn long. but all of us werent like very hungry so we went around ps up and down going nowhere. but eventually we still came to basement within like half and hour to eat HAHA. so yes, mango got his BEEF. poor wenhui cant eat beef so me and her shared this salmon thing. hehs. (:

After lunch we went to search for mango's guitar string and keyboard at yamaha i think. But he couldnt find his guitar string that he wanted, so i suggested to him just pluck any string from any of the so-many-displayed-guitars on the wall. :DD LOL. He saw his (DREAM)-keyboard but it was WAY OFF BUDGET (awwww.....) so he only could drool at it! xD haha ok kidding. anyway while he was hunting for his stuffs, me and wenhui were looking amazingly at the drums there haha. So we shopped around super randomly everywhere around ps, commenting on every single thing that girls can comment on, until yeo sui guan got so "irritated" and haha, you should see his reaction manns :D damn funny. he just couldnt stand me and wenhui LOL. and i think he got a little bored because the move is at 3pm hahahahaha.

Anyway, when 3pm is almost up, we took a lift to 7th floor. here comes the funnaye part. two lifts opened at the same time. then me and wenhui got into this lift which is more crowded, and that yeo sui guan very smartly almost got into the other one. when he realised we were in the other lift, he came running and SCREAMING. HAHHA! OHHMYDAWD. MANGO ACTUALLY SCREAMED. SUPER FUNNY. haha. anyway, we took a lift, and its obvious that GV is at 7th floor. yeo sui guan extremely smart i tell you. at 6th floor, he got out the lift (we thought he was giving way to the peoply inside the lift to go out). The after that HE DIDNT COME BACK INTO THE LIFT AND THE LIFT DOOR JUST CLOSED. HAHAHA! me and wenhui were so chocked till we couldnt make any noise HAHAHAHAHA! LOL. he actually thought GV was at 6th floor LOL. yeahh, we watched madagascar after that. haha.

IN THE MOVIE THEATRE.... There's this part when the giraffe almost fell into the red hot larva. WENHUI JUST SCREAMED TILL THE WHOLE THEATRE CAN HEAR HER. then i immediately cover her mouth and ask her stop screaming. But end up i was kind of screaming with her....... ANYWAY. me and wenhui were SUPER NOISY in the cinema. full stop. (haha i bet the mango couldnt stand us LOL.)

So yeahh. monday was so awesome! especially with wenhui around. LOL. :D went mad. yeahh. ok PIPE YEO, HOPE YOU ARE SATISFIED (you better be :D)! (Wenhui, lets irritate the mango by singing "Womanizer" hahaha! xD)

[The Fruitt Family ;D]

ICYL ! <3

2008-11-23T15:53:00.015+08:00

ICYL YEAHH MANNS! IT WAS AWESOME (though tiring) ! HERE ARE SOME RETARDED PHOTOS HAHAHAA. ;D

ICYL banner in our school hall

The back of our ICYL tshirt

My group's name, named after Margaret Thatcher! <3>

JOY PRIYA (cedar's head prefect), JOY YUEN (cedar's prefect, head of training and development) and VRINDA (acs ib)

Joy and me (:

SHWETA (india) and me (:

NIKITA (india) and me (:

Joy Y and Vrinda, trying to act in front of the cam haha

AFIQAH (my v-chair) being retarded LOL ;D

JULIA (facilitaor!) and shweta

Caught Joy Y being bored!

Caught Joy P stoning! (tsk tsk, not listening to the talk)

Caught RASYIDAH (my class also) sitting unglam-ly xD

Joy Y acting cute while Vrinda plays with her bag's doggy LOL!

THATCHER'S 2 facilitaors! WALA and JULIA. wearing what they bought as a gift for themselves haha super funny.

Me and QI QI during IFN (International Friendship Night). Everyone was suppose to wear an ethnic costume (:

This was IFN's SCAVENGAR HUNT to boost our energy level HAHA.

Me and Afiqah! (:

Thatcher! (Julia, what happened to your eye ahh?)

These three are from philippines! Their ethnic costume is so PRETTAYE!!!! ((: See the glass of water on their heads? They performed with them! ZOMG!

Another one :D

Afiah, Joy Y, Pallavi (india), me, Shewta

The candla they gave during closing ceremony to sing "Pass It On". so pretty! (:

Rasyidah, Me, Joy P (what she doing?)

Hees!

Thatcher's fire, burning with passion ;D

Joy P carrying her balloon that afiq has made for everyone. HAHAHA.

Me and Vrinda! (Wala thought that i called her STRANGER and RANGER when i shouted her name on the way to far east plaza LOL)

Dont get this picture? See carefully Joy Y's hand. Pallavi and Joy Y are preparing to fight with ther balloons HAHAHA!

Joy Y's signature photo. :DD

Vrinda eating in action!

The JOYs eating in action! (Joy Y's mouth opened until super BIG manns)

Afiqah's even bigger.

BIMBO ;D

One more time!

Afiqah, JOYs, Julia

Dont know how to explain

THATCHER! (: <33

We took this at SHAW. The security guard who helped us took this very funny :D

YO manns! ;

This is my name tag. THATCHER! yeahh! (:

A quiz!

2008-11-13T23:52:00.002+08:00

Starting Time: 11.52pm
Name: CHLOE
Shoe Size: 6-7
Height: around 1.6m
Where do you live: Bishan

Have you ever-
Been on a plane: DUHH (:
Fallen asleep at school: Yeahh
Broken someone's heart: Umm..
Fell of your chair: During primary 3
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Not really
Saved e-mails: Yupp, memorable ones.
What is your room like: Neat
The last thing you ate: Dinner
Ever had chickenpox: Nope
Sore throat: Yeahh
Broken nose: My nose is perfectly fine
Do you believe in love at first sight: Kind of.
Like picnics: Yupp, its cool ;D
Who was the last person you danced with: Lin at rgtt sec4 farewell :D
Last made you smile: Just now on msn
You last yelled at: My daddy =/

Today did you-
Talk to someone you like: yupp, my family members (:
Kiss anyone: no.
Get sick: no.
Talk to an ex: yeahh.
Miss someone: my brother!
Eat: Yupp, i'm a good girl :D
Best feeling in the world: To feel loved.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Many!
What's under your bed: My ballet shoes, tights, leotards, achievements records + sec 1 & 2 books and files
Who do you really hate: Nobody, i only dislike a few.
What time is it now?: 12:00am on the dot! (COOL)

Random-
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes.
Do you have any siblings: My spastic elder brother xD
Do you want children: YEAHH duhh. gonna have 2-3.
Do you smile often: ALOT ((: (when i'm not under stress-mode)
Do you like your handwriting: yupp.
Are your toenails painted: Nope.
Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My parents
What colour shirt are you wearing now: orange black stripes!
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Just woke up, preparing to go OLN.
I can't wait til: saturday! TC + dance! ;D
Are you a friendly person: yeahh yeahh! B-)
Do you have any pets: yepp, fishies.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: I dont have any feelings for anyone...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: Yeahh.
Do you sleep with the TV on: No, i rarely touch the remote control.
Have you ever crawled through a window: During primary 6 into the table tennis room haha.
Are you too forgiving?: Maybe?
Are you closer to your mother or your father?: Mummy! <3
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: My daddy
How many people can you say you really loved?: mummy, daddy, kor kor, aunt, myself :D
Do you eat healthy?: Yupp, except few times where i indulge myself.
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?: Yeahh...
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yeahh, i get hurt easily.
If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?: a fruit called mango
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: LOUD! ;D
Are you confident: uh-huhh.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Dancing
2. Piano-ing
3. Playing barbie dolls
4. jumping on me and my brother's bed.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Unpack my bag from FAM last night
2. Meet lin before training
3. Check my mails
4. Study
5. Get enough sleep

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chocolates from Marks & Spencer
2. Ben and jerry's ice cream
3. Kinder breuno
4. Waffle square cereal
5. Tu tu kueh

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Have my own dance studio
2. Buy millions of nice and prettaye outfits
3. Get a personal maid for every family member, and some friends!
4. Give my family loads of comfort
5. Live in a mansion

5 of my bad habits:
1. Getting too anal, caring about every single slight details
2. Cant control my mood effectively
3. Too self-conscious
4. Get super low when being lonely
5. Cant study smart enough

5 places I lived in:
1. Ang Mo Kio
2. Toa Payoh
3. Bishan blk 205
4. Bishan blk 231
5. Malaysia: senai, bukit batu, mont kiara

5 jobs I've had:
1. Student
2. Ballet teacher-in-training

5 people I tag:
Anyone luhh! ((:

November

2008-11-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

5th - 7th : Leadership camp
7th : Training 5pm-8pm
8th : FAM OT meeting at 8am, Rgtt sec4 farewell 2.30pm-10pm
10th : FAM rehearsal 9am-5pm
11th : OLN ballet exam help out 8.30am-1pm, FAM OT meeting 2pm, Training 4pm-7pm
12th : FAM final rehearsal 10am-2pm, FAM night 2pm-11pm
13th : Training 4pm-7pm
15th : TC and modern jazz 11am-2.30pm
17th - 21th : International Convention for Youth Leaders camp
22th : TC and modern jazz 11am-2.30pm
25th, 27th : Training 4pm-7pm
28th : Training 5pm-8pm
29th : TC and modern jazz 11am-2.30pm

All the best to me.

Photos! ;D

2008-10-29T23:02:00.005+08:00

Haha yupp yupp, here are some random and spastic shots! B-) mainly me and lin. LOL.

Lin posing her "sexy babe" pose. HAHAHA.

Her favourite shot!

Me and lin, after sweating alot, putting in efforts in practising dance routine for sec4 farewell (:

Whee!

I like this shot, so cool! B-)

While Lin ties her hair.......

After 40 seconds.....

After 1 minute..... (Lin ahh, how long you need to tie your hair ahh?)

Its ME, yes. My mummy curled my hair! HEE! ((:

Sui Guan is such a pokk

2008-10-25T00:22:00.004+08:00

Recently Yeo Sui Guan has been ACTING WEIRDLY. He has been constantly asking me about GUYS apparently. Ohh no. And there's no such person on earth who loves to say people, "crazyy..", except the one and only SUPER SPASTIC MANGO xD , who claims Chloe Lew is a SUPER BIMBO DURIAN which very not true hem hem. Please filter your pipe and get over my "yo yo yo" thingy. you very smart you go and rap yourself kayye. hahaha :D

OH OH OH. today training was so funny. Me and Nat have this INSIDE JOKE that we kept laughing at the corner of the hall where coach cannot see us HAHAA. :D laugh until my abs was aching like some monkey! and the worst thing is we had physical trg for the past trainings so our muscles are aching everywhere! coach very smart, ask us to push ups and frog jumps 4 sets across the hall. then today sit ups WHOA, tell you ahh, pain like nonsense. we did on the FLOOR of the hall, which made our spinal cord the tailbone there super pain and our abs ache. And stupid Xu Han Zhen keep hitting my butt. *grinds teeth* ;D

Thats all for today. (: Loanshark Yeo are you happy that i posted. You owe me swensens. whoo B-) (come to think of it, you owe me TONS of stuffs. slowly go think.)

Random events

2008-10-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

Utterly disappointed in my grades. Except geog. Ohh wells. Shrugs.

Yesterday:Body is aching. Muscles are aching. God knows why. Having a headache.

Something i discovered recently: YEO SUI GUAN is gay??!!?!??! ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!! He loves minnie mouse and his husband loves mickey mouse. (Pls dont start getting excited cos i know you are! hahahaha! Breathe in and breath out.) So yeahh, i kind of pity his husband because his husband dont even know that he crushes on him so much, not to say dont even know him! Nice try sui guan. Hope you will succeed in making him To like you ;D SCANDALOUS MANGO. HAHAHA. tsk tsk tsk. And if you say you hate me because you are jealous, please dont because HE IS ALL YOURS. I dont want him. thanks. hahahaaa. xD MOST AMUSING THING EVER. ;D

(Actually sui guan likes girls too. So if you so happen to be his girlfriend next time, you have to ask him one extremely important question and that is if he is 101% straight. ;D hmm. i guess he is currently a 75%? xD) (its an "A1")

AND AND AND. Yeo Sui Guan's VERY NICE AND AMUSING mailbox is: Please put down now, or you will be an extra 20 cents. HAHA and guess what? His teacher LEFT A VOICEMAIL OHHMYDAWD!!!! Sui guan you the best. I think his teacher probably put down the first time when she heard it LOL! ;D Anyone want to hear it can dial his HOTline. xDD damn amusing manns.

Today: First day of post-EYA activities. BORRAYEING. yupps. but thursday have MTV hip hop salsa WHOO! B-) well, 302 must fight for NETBALL CARN! ((:

Me (:

2008-10-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Some add-ons by mango: Crazayye. Can be super high at times and can be super low at times(80% high, 20% low).

Credits to: Sean (big enough?!?)

Compromised.

2008-10-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

Saturday. Yesterday was my first day of EYAs. English killed everyone (well, almost.) My chinese dictionary almost murdered me. Shall not elaborate further on that.

Monday is physics. Finished my no-confidence-revision for all the topics. Screwed up my Data Analysis. Thanks i failed, although i did very well for my SPA.

Tuesday is Higher Chinese compre and Geog. Geog. Dont really have much confidence in aiming 4.0 anymore after screwing up my PT. its down the drain. unless i get full marks for EYA, which you think its possible? The sky will drop. My hopes for geog are gone. well, they flew away like some piece of leaf.

Wednesday is Bio. Everything tested from term 1. not used to it. Now have to stuff all the nonsense in my brain. Homeostasis, Respiration, Photosynthesis, Ecology, Evolution, Man's Impact on Environment. all the best to Chloe.

Thursday is MATHS and CHEM. 2 "EXTREMELY NICE" subjects. I think my calculator will break down after these two papers. Poor calculator.

Friday Philo. Dont intend to study much on that. Fallacy and fallacy and fallacy.

Halfway to post-EYAs. Honestly, i dont have stamina for mugging. imagine staying at home, letting your butt to catch fire from sitting for more than 4 hours and all. Feel very siann of everything. Sighs. Nothing goes into my brain even if i stare at my Bio journal for 10 minutes. Nothing is processing through even if i stare at the never-ending case studies for geog. Nothing is working except my fingers typing this goddamn post. gahhh.

i am just worried that of all these hard work i have been putting in for EYAs, will i achieve what i want at the end? What if i dont get what i wanted? What if my efforts are all wasted? Is it worth it to study so hard, so hard for just one week of EYAs, wasting so many papers to do revision, killing so many trees, wasting my time i have compromised for my sleep?

I have gave up alot of things for my studies. Of all that i have compromised, is it worth it?

If only we have 30 hours a day. Just that 5 hours, its enough for me. I'll be satisfied.

The Trocks <3!

2008-09-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

Presenting to you The Trockadero, the funniest ballet! :D
Please note that it consists of all GUYS. yes, MALES. B-)

Okay this photo above is not the trocks. BUT anw still quite amusing!

I STRONGLY recommend all of you to search "The Trocks" on Youtube for videos. ((:

Emo.

2008-09-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

Its 12.48am. Dont really know why am i here either. Completed my geog FA, spent a great deal of time. Did not complete my zuo wen, dont intend to. Feeling lousy, so have no mood to do anything associated with picking of pens pencil eraser correction-tape.

Partly emo-ing. screwed up in my studies now. Getting back ss paper next week. Gonna lock myself in my room for 5 hours if i dont get an at least GPA 3.2. March had been bad. May had been awful. July had been torturous. August had been undesirable. September is depressing.

Feeling empty. Rgs used to be a fun life for me. This year, i had learnt to be not so naive. Things are just superficial. What is beneath it, is for you to experience. I love sec 2. Thinking back, year 2007 was my most enjoyable year. Loads of memories flashed through my mind. Those were the days.

School tmr. Gonna be crazy if i dont sleep now. Brother booked into camp few hours ago, leaving his pool of crapp in my room, messiness. I want a one week leave. Feeling nonsense and lousy and gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Whatevers. Though 14th floor is convenient, i wont leave my family.

Big force over small area. thats how i am feeling right now.
Hugs, for 5 cents.

15.

2008-09-18T20:14:00.001+08:00

A transitional stage of life.
Where everything changes so rapidly that you dont even know what were you doing half the time,
Sometimes doing things in a semi-conscious mind.
The power of love.
How sweet can it be?
It gives headaches to the world and strikes at me.
It makes me feels guilty and bad,
As if i deserve to be in jailed for 10 years.
Am i so mean? I dont like it either.
Do i have the choice?
Do i have to handle these forever?
I wonder if every others are experiencing similarly to my life,

to be a Fifteen.

I'm feeling very tired. What a week again. Saturday is nearing. Monday is coming. its endless. like problems. I feel like sleeping. Yet i know i cant. Seriously, i feel very lost. Now. Everything seems crazy. I need a direction.

Ms Lonely.

Sighs.

2008-09-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

Yet another day. Many things to do:
1. Trigo ws
2. Circular measure ws
3. Circular measure assignment
4. Physics practice paper
5. Chem practical ws
6. RS proposal timeline
7. Social studies PT
8. FIRST mugging for EYAs.

Chloe had done a great a job for not even picking up her pen and start on her homeworkssss, not starting her FIRST mugging revision for her upcoming EYA which starts on 26th, not understanding all the trigo rules. I mean, i just dont get why we have to bother knowing such chim maths, with all the nonsense rules. What sine rule, cosine rule, all the nonsense, needing to know the basic angles, areas of acute triangle and etc etc etc. i just realised trigo is the best topic ever, i so know how to do them. circular measure no difference either. all the rules and standard formulas are driving me nuts. Why must Singapore have such rather-high education system/qualilty, which caused urbanisation and lead to great stiff competition and thus pressure among most singapore kids(plus everyone duhh) ? Thats why luhh, Singapore deserves it, now more and more ppl migrate to other countries because Singapore's education system had made us too hard to achieve even the average, as a result experiencing braindrain. too bad luhh. No offence though.

The most amusing thing is, sorry i dont mean all, but most rgs girls dont read newspaper. well, at least consistently everyday. To me, i started trying to have a habit of reading newspper everyday since june hols. actually, since sec 1. But after a while, i forgotten that newspapers even exist. School days just get busier and busier. Yeahh, you can say that "Its not that you are busy, its that you dont know how to FIND the time to." Still, one still cant deny that singaporean kids are getting more stressed out nowadays. Academics, Sports, Arts, Leadership, High EQ. These are what universities aim to court people. Well, at least MOST of the things i listed. And students still want to go into good uni to acheive good education and thus can have a higher pay/salary next time. Maybe its not the world is adding pressure, maybe its not our parents, maybe its just US, ourselves. But, what MAKES US feel that way? think about it.

Random pictures

2008-09-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

Rgtt 2007 sentosa trip HEES!

CHEESEEEEE!!!! xD

we love rgtt!

My traded pencil case with Tsai Si Ling hahah! its cool and nice! =D

Rgtt 2008 jersey! designed by NAT (:

Rgtt nationals team photo 2008 <333>

A random cute doggy i have! =D

Man's Impact on the Environment

2008-09-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

In the end,
our society will be defined
not only by what we create,
but by what we refuse to destroy.

John C.Sawhill (1936-2000), president
The Nature Conservancy, 1990-2000

First post :D

2008-09-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Ballet is Lovelayye;
Modern Jazz is groovayye;
Hip hop is funkayye;

Yayy new blogg! :D